Yea... I can say that you did your best, did everything to achive your goals in poker, tried many ways as Gordon or other coaches. For me it's amazing. Your work ethic was epic. No regret at all. I was observing your aeffort from the beggining. Respect and good job man.
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Originally posted by UnknownJoseph
Yea... I can say that you did your best, did everything to achive your goals in poker, tried many ways as Gordon or other coaches. For me it's amazing. Your work ethic was epic. No regret at all. I was observing your aeffort from the beggining. Respect and good job man.
Thank you for the extremely kind words. In future I will talk more about the poker journey I had and I am sure it will ALL be positive. For now though, more self improvement! 
See? Nobody makes it in the game today (online) unless they have a huge amount of money to work with upfront. Even then, most don't profit long term.
No matter how much effort we put into things, the inevitable downswing that hits us when we move up a stake is going to wipe out our winnings, erase all the time we spent building our bankroll, and make any reasonable person just move onto something else.
I'm dabbling in a limited fashion but after taking all of my money off these sites and physically having it, I will only be making very small deposits and playing at very low stakes for now. When they decide to clean up the market and make the sites legit - I'll put some real money into the game again.
OP: Don't beat yourself up at all. Right - everything else in life will be relatively easy compared to what you just tried. You were playing against bots, superusers, rigged RNG's, and god knows what other nefarious forces designed to just steal your money, time, energy, and soul lol.
Originally posted by TakingAShot
OP: Don't beat yourself up at all. Right - everything else in life will be relatively easy compared to what you just tried. You were playing against bots, superusers, rigged RNG's, and god knows what other nefarious forces designed to just steal your money, time, energy, and soul lol.
Hey fella.
You were right, almost everything I have done since poker has been comparatively "easy", although I haven't treated it as so.
My poker journey taught me a work ethic (I prefer to call it a mindset) that has served me well over the past 2 years.
In fact I just had my first £15k month during a time when others doing the same/similar things to me are falling apart (understandably so).
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Anyway, I just popped in here to say "hi" to everyone.
If you are struggling during these strange times then hit me up.
It's time for me to give back.
Hey Eatyourpeas nice to see you around friend.
I was here when you started the blog here ( and BPC ) and I used to read it every time you posted.
I was really impressed by your commitment and the how much you fighted to improve over the years. Not to mention your insane schedule, bussy all day long and you were a fucking ninja sometimes :appl::appl::appl:
I would love to hear more from you in a post, what you are up to, how are you and your family.
Take care ! 
Yooooo how are you buddy, been a while I came back to poker during the crisis trying out the bankroll tank roll just playing on my phone, for fun nowadays