So here's the thing.I am on a downswing and blabla but my problem is that each time i shove pre i am more prepared to lose than to win.
Like i shove AK into AT and i am sooooo thankfull if i win(which isnt happening often lately)
Now i am not insane and i know that long term my AK will prove its powers and actually it already has many many times
but what happens with me till this time comes again?
WHERE DID MY CONFIDENCE GOOOOO 