9th/November/09. Dandycal: SSS NL200 + BSS NL25
Hello guys,
I'll be writing a proper update today. I ended last week on a -$367, and guess what, this week I got another -$731... added, they become the beautiful figure of "- a shit load of $$$ down the drain". Added to the losses I had before travelling they become.. wait, I don't really want to calculate that. But anyway, I'm nearly 50BI down (NL200 BI, yeah QFT). But everybody has a hard time every now and then.
For the sake of maintaining a decent mind-set to keep on working I'll probably be hitting NL100 tables mostly for a while, till things get a little better.
I had an outburst of anger in the middle of my session tonight, right after I lost 5 stacks almost simultaneously, (one of them being AA AI preF in a 3 way pot for a suck out). I punched the wall - gently though ♦ for I still had in mind that breaking my fingers now would not help at all. But as I stopped to think whether I should actually be that distressed or worried about a 50BI downer (meanwhile the tables were beeping insanely and I timed out), I realised the situation is not all that bad and there are many positive things I can think of atm:
1 - My vacations came out almost 50% cheaper than I had planned, so I saved a good deal of money and I won't really need to cash out till at least Jan 2010.
2- I have a good deal of FPPs saved up, and will probably be able to get the 4k bonus by the end of this year.
3 - My BR was 100 BI of NL200, so losing $2k is not the end of the world, even though it sucks quite bad.
4 - NL100 is unbelievably fishy and I'm certain I will have a very easy time if I decide to move down temporarily
5 - I have just come back from 3 weeks vacation so I have great disposition to work/study and get through difficult times like this.
6 - I don't have a wife/girlfriend (variance is enough of a bitch).
7 - I found leaks in my game that might have passed unnoticed if I had been winning < and this is one of the most important points in downswings.
8 - I found this really cool quote as I was searching for some positive inspirations: “Don’t Judge each day by the harvest you reap, but the seeds you sew”.
9 - Whenever someone is complaining of a 30 BI downswing I can call him a wuss ♦
10 - I was able to think of 10 positive things and it made me feel a whole lot better.
So everything is cool. I'll be going for a late night session right now. A great week for all of you, peace!
2 Months, 20'10K'
Overall 1st week was -$972/$10.000
2nd week so far (this is not added to previous week's results)
dandycal-$731
caltabiano+$947
Overall 2nd week so far +$216
Supernova
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