We're off on holiday on Thursday, so I've decided that as far as poker is concerned, July ends today. We're having a week in a cottage in Cornwall (nice) and three days in a youth hostel on the way back (fml). The weather forecast is shocking, so I'm expecting ten days of fun, fun, fun, but I'm used to needing to come in to work for a rest after my holiday, so I will take it in my stride.
So, poker........poker, poker, poker. Hmmmmmm. I haven't posted for while as I didn't want to keep whinge, whinge, whinging. I managed to lose pretty much all of my $250 PS first aid money on Everest through a complete intellectual failure to adjust to the speed of the game and the player profile there. I've realized that over the last six months I've gotten used to playing in a certain way and that I have terrible trouble adapting to different opponents. For example, I've become very used to light 3betting and sometimes 4 betting, but, having tried NL10, NL25 and NL50 on Everest, my HUD tells me that most players are quite happy to call 3bets, so the adjustment is to 3bet fairly wide just for value. I didn't seem to be able to do it. Also, most people would call, call, call, so the adjustment is to tighten up preflop and mainly bet for value. I didn't seem to be able to do that either. Add in the fact that the software is so rubbish that I couldn't play more than four tables, and I found myself chasing the pot most of the time, which is a recipe for disaster. I need to find the autopilot switch and turn it off.
I've realized that another issue I have to deal with is the fact that I've taken my new favourite hobby and managed to turn into, well, not a chore, and not a job, but I suppose something that I'm not really doing mainly for enjoyment any more, which doesn't leave me with anything that I do just for fun. I don't have the time.
Obviously this ennui that has settled on me has been set off by the demise of Full Tilt, but when I come back from holiday on 1st August at least there should be a bit more clarity about what's going to happen. My plan is either to start playing there again or write it off and start playing with TT's stake (if he still trusts me with it) on stars. I'm hoping that he's sitting in Toronto writing feverishly between sessions of tennis and limp/reraising 84o UTG.
I shall return from Cornwall with a fresh mindset and stop being such a whingy donk. Over and out until then.