Originally posted by pleno1
Do you strive to play higher than 1/2 in the future? It really confuses yet interests me that you have no desire/wish to play above nl200.
I don't know what the future holds. Right now, with online poker essentially outlawed in the U.S., the future looks gloomy. That's why I'm going back to school to get my PhD - to not depend on what some politicians decide or don't decide.
If and when poker comes back to the U.S. and I can legally play again, I'll look at all my options and decide what's best for me and my family. For now, I have a limited bankroll at Merge and not too motivated to grind it out (long and limited cashout periods, insecure about money there, limited and reg-heavy games, software that's not friendly to multi-tabling)
Problems I see with this and why I could never be like that:
[*] You are a professional, fitting in with the rest of the field shouldn't be enough for you. Part of you hEV should be fulfilment that you have played well, tested yourself and beat players who are challenging. A huge part of your hEV will not be fulfilled because you can't feel complete by not playing higher when your skill-set and bankroll both are at a position to do so. I'm really trying to find a suitable metaphor here but struggling, but basically I think you're like this sick basketball player who trains every day relentesly, killing his body and doing 1000 free throw shots at the end of every session and then in the match he goes for the easy option because he has good hEV setting up a potential basket with an easy pass instead of going on a crazy run and getting a ridiculous 3 pointer as the buzzer is just about to go to make it 81-79 ♦, either this or a Surgeon who has great skill, worked so hard at University making sure he was the best Doctor in the district but then when it came for getting a job was happy to work as an assistant Surgeon in a small clinic rather than taking a chance.
You're looking at this wrong. I think I'm a very good poker player, but have the potential to be an elite educator (given my background, passion, etc). I find poker education much more fulfilling and just as challenging as poker playing.
So far, I have found a way to balance the two with a focus on education. To me, the education part is just as challenging and intellectually stimulating. There is a lot less money to be made there, but like I said - that's not my primary motivator.
If I was to focus on moving up the stakes, that would have to consume 90%+ my time and energy. I would probably have to stop making educational videos and just fully devote myself to analyzing and breaking down specific regs at the limits I'm playing. Could I see myself doing that at one point? Maybe. Am I at that point right now? Definitely not, given the current poker climate in the United States.
If you love poker so much then for the immediate future I think you can get away with just playing NL100/200 but do you really think you're going to be enjoying poker in 3 years, 5 years, 15 years?
I never said I loved poker. I like poker. I definitely think I will enjoy playing in the future, but it depends on the context. Since the future of my ability to play is uncertain, I won't bother speculating on what will happen down the road.
I'll remind you of something you said earlier in the thread...
Kind of leads me on to my next questions, if you are not motivated by playing higher stakes in poker and don't want to challenge yourself, how are you setting up your future.
I'm getting a PhD and will probably work alongside my wife at a good University working in Math Education. I will probably balance this with poker. Also, I find that many opportunities come in life that you don't expect or can plan for. I hope to be open to any opportunity that presents itself down the line.
Of course your book sounds great and you're making videos, but it feels inevitable that eventually the bubble will burst and you will get sick and tired on logging on to your PC playing poker against the same villains, only with different screen names for year upon year.
What bubble? Also, everyone gets sick and tired of grinding/playing. It's all about making poker fit your lifestyle.
I kinda disagree with this though, if you aren't interested in playing poker at a level where you can make very good money and choosing to make books/videos then getting exposure to yourself from communities such as PokerStrategy (biggest poker community) then I think making blogs and speaking to people who hadn't heard of you and/or watched any of your videos (like myself) is definitely going to be +ev.
As I said - right now playing poker at a level where I can consistently make good money is not a great option for me. Thus, I want to focus on learning so that I can have options when regulation comes back.