[Closed] 5BI Below EV and i doubt my BR can take it...

Rather annoyed, running seriously below EV and my BR is probably about to go. Cant practice proper BRM since im at the lowest stakes, cant seem to make a hand connect. A few rage examples:

$0.01/$0.02 No-Limit Hold'em (9 handed)

Known players:
MP1 (Hero) = ($2.00)
MP2 = ($0.97)
MP3 = ($7.22)
CO = ($2.12)
BU = ($9.44)
SB = ($3.40)
BB = ($0.65)
UTG1 = ($4.98)
UTG2 = ($2.00)

Preflop: Hero is MP1 with J, A.
2 folds, Hero raises to $0.08, 3 folds, BU raises to $0.27, 2 folds, Hero raises to $2.00, BU calls $1.73.

Flop: ($4.03) 8, 5, Q (2 players)

Turn: ($4.03) J (2 players)

River: ($4.03) 4 (2 players)

Final Pot: $4.03.
Hand converted with online Pokerstrategy.com hand converter: $0.01/$0.02 No-Limit Hold'em (9 handed) Known players: MP1 (Hero) = ($2.00) MP2 = ($0.97) MP3 = ($7.22) CO = ($2.12) BU = ($9.44) SB = ($3.40) BB = ($0.65) UTG1 = ($4.98) UTG2 = ($2.00) Preflop: Hero is MP1 with Jd, Ad. 2 folds, Hero raises to $0.08, 3 folds, BU raises to $0.27, 2 folds, Hero raises to $2.00, BU calls $1.73. Flop: ($4.03) 8s, 5c, Qh (2 players) Turn: ($4.03) Jh (2 players) River: ($4.03) 4h (2 players) Final Pot: $4.03.
Hand converted with online PokerStrategy.com hand converter:

Play hand

$0.01/$0.02 No-Limit Hold'em (9 handed)

Known players:
MP1 (Hero) = ($2.00)
MP2 = ($0.97)
MP3 = ($7.22)
CO = ($2.12)
BU = ($9.44)
SB = ($3.40)
BB = ($0.65)
UTG1 = ($4.98)
UTG2 = ($2.00)

Preflop: Hero is MP1 with J, A.
2 folds, Hero raises to $0.08, 3 folds, BU raises to $0.27, 2 folds, Hero raises to $2.00, BU calls $1.73.

Flop: ($4.03) 8, 5, Q (2 players)

Turn: ($4.03) J (2 players)

River: ($4.03) 4 (2 players)

Final Pot: $4.03.
Hand converted with online PokerStrategy.com hand converter: Play hand $0.01/$0.02 No-Limit Hold'em (9 handed) Known players: [tg]MP1 (Hero)$2.00:///////;MP2$0.97:///////;MP3$7.22:///////;CO$2.12:///////;BU$9.44:///////;SB$3.40:///////;BB$0.65:///////;UTG1$4.98:///////;UTG2$2.00:///////;[/tg] Preflop: Hero is MP1 with J:d, A:d. 2 folds, Hero raises to $0.08, 3 folds, BU raises to $0.27, 2 folds, Hero raises to $2.00, BU calls $1.73. Flop: ($4.03) 8:s, 5:c, Q:h (2 players) Turn: ($4.03) J:h (2 players) River: ($4.03) 4:h (2 players) Final Pot: $4.03.
Results follow:

Hero shows a pair of jacks(J A).
BU shows a flush, queen high(3 2).

BU wins with a flush, queen high(3 2).

Before you ask why I went AI with him, hed been open shoving every hand for the prior 6, and before that playing an 86 VPIP game.

Theres also this one:
$0.01/$0.02 No-Limit Hold'em (10 handed)

Known players:
SB = ($4.57)
BB = ($0.79)
UTG = ($1.85)
UTG1 = ($0.99)
UTG2 = ($3.73)
MP1 (Hero) = ($2.55)
MP2 = ($3.57)
MP3 = ($6.63)
CO = ($1.86)
BU = ($1.06)

Preflop: Hero is MP1 with K, K.
2 folds, UTG2 raises to $0.06, Hero raises to $0.14, 6 folds, UTG2 calls $0.08.

Flop: ($0.31) 5, 8, 9 (2 players)
UTG2 checks, Hero bets $0.24, UTG2 raises to $0.51, Hero raises to $2.41, UTG2 calls $1.90.

Turn: ($5.13) 7 (2 players)

River: ($5.13) 9 (2 players)

Final Pot: $5.13.
Hand converted with online Pokerstrategy.com hand converter: $0.01/$0.02 No-Limit Hold'em (10 handed) Known players: SB = ($4.57) BB = ($0.79) UTG = ($1.85) UTG1 = ($0.99) UTG2 = ($3.73) MP1 (Hero) = ($2.55) MP2 = ($3.57) MP3 = ($6.63) CO = ($1.86) BU = ($1.06) Preflop: Hero is MP1 with Kh, Kd. 2 folds, UTG2 raises to $0.06, Hero raises to $0.14, 6 folds, UTG2 calls $0.08. Flop: ($0.31) 5s, 8h, 9d (2 players) UTG2 checks, Hero bets $0.24, UTG2 raises to $0.51, Hero raises to $2.41, UTG2 calls $1.90. Turn: ($5.13) 7c (2 players) River: ($5.13) 9c (2 players) Final Pot: $5.13.
Hand converted with online PokerStrategy.com hand converter:

Play hand

$0.01/$0.02 No-Limit Hold'em (10 handed)

Known players:
SB = ($4.57)
BB = ($0.79)
UTG = ($1.85)
UTG1 = ($0.99)
UTG2 = ($3.73)
MP1 (Hero) = ($2.55)
MP2 = ($3.57)
MP3 = ($6.63)
CO = ($1.86)
BU = ($1.06)

Preflop: Hero is MP1 with K, K.
2 folds, UTG2 raises to $0.06, Hero raises to $0.14, 6 folds, UTG2 calls $0.08.

Flop: ($0.31) 5, 8, 9 (2 players)
UTG2 checks, Hero bets $0.24, UTG2 raises to $0.51, Hero raises to $2.41, UTG2 calls $1.90.

Turn: ($5.13) 7 (2 players)

River: ($5.13) 9 (2 players)

Final Pot: $5.13.
Hand converted with online PokerStrategy.com hand converter: Play hand $0.01/$0.02 No-Limit Hold'em (10 handed) Known players: [tg]SB$4.57:///////;BB$0.79:///////;UTG$1.85:///////;UTG1$0.99:///////;UTG2$3.73:///////;MP1 (Hero)$2.55:///////;MP2$3.57:///////;MP3$6.63:///////;CO$1.86:///////;BU$1.06:///////;[/tg] Preflop: Hero is MP1 with K:h, K:d. 2 folds, UTG2 raises to $0.06, Hero raises to $0.14, 6 folds, UTG2 calls $0.08. Flop: ($0.31) 5:s, 8:h, 9:d (2 players) UTG2 checks, Hero bets $0.24, UTG2 raises to $0.51, Hero raises to $2.41, UTG2 calls $1.90. Turn: ($5.13) 7:c (2 players) River: ($5.13) 9:c (2 players) Final Pot: $5.13.
Results follow:

Hero shows two pairs, kings and nines(K K).
UTG2 shows three of a kind, nines(A 9).

UTG2 wins with three of a kind, nines(A 9).

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