Hi everyone.
After long thoughts I decided to created a blog here to track my progess and get more feedback from other players. Hopefully it will make me a better player.
I am 26 years old currently officialy unemployed in reality playing poker for a living. It would be quite a great job if not my crazy monkey tilt. Lately I am quite strugling what to do next in my life. Hopefully I will be more sucesfull in poker so there won't be a need for a normal job.
I was always pretty sucesfull full ring player. It was my main game for last 2 years.
Black Friday was really bad hit for me. I was playing nl50/nl100 fr back then on Ultimate Bet. Of course I kept my whole bankroll there so I was left with around 500$ in my pocket .
Given that I had to rebulit my roll+ pay all expenses in the meantime ;(.
Thanks to Gerv who helped me back then I was able to rebulit my roll and start from scratch again playing fr games on Boss Media/Pokerstars.
After staking instead of playing fr games again I decided to play 6-max games with medicore sucess (I guess like 7bb/100). The problem as always were my expenses. I was spending all of my profit from poker on partying/random stuff/gifts etc. so never had enough to move up from nl50/nl100...
Currently I am quite frustrated with how my life looks like.
My biggest problem is volume. I am 18 tabling nl50fr on pokerstars yet I play like 60k hands/month.
This year results:

Hopefully this blog will motivate me to grind more and I will increase my volume enough.
I have also side project which is learining finally to play proper sh games (and not to spew like a random retard). I was playing sh exclusively between September and December last year with quite decent results but after getting crushed in 30k hands for like 25BI I deicided to quit and switch again to fr games which is the only game I beat for sure. Hopefully this time it will go way better.
Unfortunately I don't have enough to separate part from my roll so plan is to get staking on microgaming where I can get decent rakeback+ some coaching so I would have better idea how to play 6-max games. If not I will just grind fr games like crazy and hopefully will finally move to nl100 cause right now I spent more than I make playing poker,fml.
Todays session was the trigger that force me to create this blog.I hope that if I ashame myself here in public I won't do some stupid moves again.
1)
Grabbed by Holdem Manager
NL Holdem $0.50(BB) Replayer
SB ($50)
Hero ($56.38)
UTG ($47)
UTG+1 ($168)
UTG+2 ($21.35)
MP1 ($50.02)
MP2 ($20)
CO ($52.75)
BTN ($57.92)
Dealt to Hero A♠ 7♦
fold, fold, fold, fold, fold, fold, fold, SB raises to $1.50, Hero raises to $5, SB raises to $13, Hero raises to $56.38 (AI), SB calls $37 (AI)
FLOP ($100) T♥ 4♦ J♠
TURN ($100) T♥ 4♦ J♠ 3♣
RIVER ($100) T♥ 4♦ J♠ 3♣ 6♣
SB shows A♥ K♥
(Pre 75%, Flop 86.5%, Turn 93.2%)
Hero shows A♠ 7♦
(Pre 25%, Flop 13.5%, Turn 6.8%)
SB wins $98
2)
Grabbed by Holdem Manager
NL Holdem $0.50(BB) Replayer
Hero ($51.34)
BB ($34.64)
UTG ($61.14)
UTG+1 ($53.33)
UTG+2 ($20)
MP1 ($33.96)
MP2 ($59.51)
CO ($50)
BTN ($58)
Dealt to Hero T♦ T♠
fold, fold, fold, fold, fold, fold, BTN raises to $1.15, Hero raises to $4, fold, BTN raises to $8, Hero raises to $51.34 (AI), BTN calls $43.34
FLOP ($103) K♣ K♥ 5♣
TURN ($103) K♣ K♥ 5♣ 6♥
RIVER ($103) K♣ K♥ 5♣ 6♥ K♠
BTN shows A♥ A♦
(Pre 81%, Flop 92.0%, Turn 95.5%)
Hero shows T♦ T♠
(Pre 19%, Flop 8.0%, Turn 4.5%)
BTN wins $100
That hand wouldn't be even that stupid however I had pretty solid read on Villian that he float 3b a lot IP but 4b premiums almost exclusively especialy vs me.
I hate such mistakes that I do because of auto-piloting.
3)
Grabbed by Holdem Manager
NL Holdem $0.50(BB) Replayer
Hero ($50.54)
BB ($20)
UTG ($67.19)
UTG+1 ($79.39)
UTG+2 ($70.23)
MP1 ($59.37)
MP2 ($52.08)
CO ($50)
BTN ($65.74)
Dealt to Hero A♣ Q♠
UTG raises to $1.50, fold, fold, fold, fold, fold, fold, Hero calls $1.25, fold
FLOP ($3.50) 7♠ 5♦ 4♣
Hero checks, UTG bets $2.50, Hero raises to $8.25, UTG calls $5.75
TURN ($20) 7♠ 5♦ 4♣ A♠
Hero checks, UTG checks
RIVER ($20) 7♠ 5♦ 4♣ A♠ 3♠
Hero bets $13.75, UTG calls $13.75
Hero shows A♣ Q♠
(Pre 45%, Flop 19.9%, Turn 77.3%)
UTG shows 6♥ 6♦
(Pre 55%, Flop 80.1%, Turn 22.7%)
UTG wins $45.36
Another hand vs reg. Could someone explain me what I did on Turn and River cause I confused myself with my play?? ♠_evil:
To be continued...
