Thank you all for your feedback folks, I really appreciate it.
Originally posted by Schnitzelfisch
How come that you've stopped being excited about poker as a game? What changed? What went wrong?
Nothing went wrong. It's time. I played millions of hands, I'm not sure it is possible to be excited with the game for so long. It's like videogame, no matter how cool it is if you played it for a 5 years you will be bored sooner or later.
Originally posted by Schnitzelfisch
But it still makes me wonder - have you ever had any aspirations to become really, really good? It seems to me that you are limiting yourself to the other people - since you're earning more than they are already, you needn't try harder, and are therefore not fulfilling your full potential.
What were the reasons which you played poker for when you were still excited about it? Would you like to change your mindset (become excited about it again), or are you satisfied with the way things are at the moment (purely monetary gains)?
You're totally right. I'm limiting myself, have no idea why. It's time to work harder, be better, be stronger.
And I think I'm satisfied with the way things are at hte moment. At the beginning everything is bright and shiny, I have seriously doubts it is possible for me to be so excited with poker as I was 5 years ago. All I need now is discipline and get rid of tilt and ego.
Originally posted by waxiesdargle
I can relate to this too, i find not checking my holdem manager until the end of the day helps a huge amount and lets me just put the hours in without getting a little bit frustated and losing concentration about how that last 60bb i lost took away from the X amount i was up for the day.
I tried not to check my current session results. Doesn't work, I'm addicted to this habbit. If I'm not checking I can't concentrate, my head is overwhelmed with the huge need to check how am I doing for the last few minutes lol. Instead I found a very good way to neglect awful effect when you losing. Usually I was checking my current session results on Poker Tracker. Now I've switched to looking at the current month results. It really helps, you still see green numbers usually instead of annoying red numbers (if you are winning this month) and it gives me long distance view, not the current session ugly perspective.
Originally posted by ErikStenqvist
I think you answered your own question here. it's their job to put pressure on you so that you adjust negatively or make reactive negative emotional decisions at the tables. The question is why this happens? Do you feel personally attacked by them? Are you bring ego to the tables? Do you feel that you from a pokerstrategy perspective is confident in your poker skills to adjust to their attempt to exploit you?
Yeah, that is exactly what I feel, I take it personal. It's like "This dude is 3betting me again, oh, come on, I can't fold 3rd time in a row, I need to play him back no matter what". 100% ego, how do I leave it behind?
And sometimes coolers or losing a few stacks in a row turning a tilt button "on" too. I'm trying to work on it, but it is not easy.