hey guys, just wondering if anyone of you could put some input in this/has similiar experience, merely psychological
long story short, i played about 50k hands of nl20, was doing good, moved up to NL50, was doing good for a few hands (5-6k) then i got absolutely destroyed by variance/maybe better opponents, lost like 10 BI's in 3k hands (and thats with running about 5-6 BI's over EV!!!), moved down...
since then i have a feeling ive been absolutely destroying NL20, about 12bb/100, red line around b/e, im feeling i have a pretty big edge even vs those "good" regs on this limits, yet im still afraid to move up to NL50 again cause of the last fiasco
i have the BR, confidence on NL20, i feel like i should be beating NL50 as well, yet im still afraid to move up
pretty weird, i used to take shots on higher limits with like 8bi's when i was going through nl2/5/10 and never had any doubts/fear, i was some BR fearless maniac so to say, yet i just feel like i have this psychological block cause of the last shot which ended up a total disaster...
anyone who has some advide about how to overcome this ??
thanks