By the end of last year, I have been comfortably beating NL10 at PS. I moved up to NL25, lost a big bunch, moved back to NL10 and was barely able to hang on to my bankroll.
I am grateful for any input, advice, or slap on my head, whatever helps
Now looking back to the last 3 months, I feel bad about my game, the graph looks horrible. and I am getting quite confused about what approach I should take to stabilize and get back on track.
I am only barely alive by virtue of a couple of cashes is MTTs and freerolls. Even there I stand in my own way, preventing myself from a bigger cash by lack of patience.
See the graph below. It includes NL10 and NL25 at Pokerstars. iPoker looks slighty better.
The blue line is really scary and it quite represents my state of mind. Apparently I am not getting to SD with my good hands often enough, and on the other hand I call down rivers when I am beat.
Calling rivers when draws have gotten home, when board pairs and opponent has filled up appears to become standard. This is mental for sure. I guess I have to find a mechanism to break this pattern.
I think I have spent already too much time looking at my stats myself. I include them below, maybe you see something BIG which I do not. My perception is that it is more than just stats. It feels, like I get myself into weird spots all the time.

