Hi all,
I've been hanging around here for a long time and it's about time I introduce myself.
Sometimes I wanna react to a hand posting, but it doesn't feel right because I didn't introduce myself properly first. So here we go.
I'm Marc from the Netherlands. I had a very promising career in software development but got ill a couple years back.
Lost my career, lost myself, got depressed..
I am unable to live a normal life at the moment and chances are this will never change.
In Oktober last year I decided to start playing poker again (played some way back around 2004, slightly winning back then)
So, what happened since then? I dug up my old Pokerstars account. Transfered 50 bucks (money is a scarce resource since I got sick) and started playing 6max and some random 1,- MTT's.
Won a MTT for around 200 bucks so had a healthy bankroll for NL2.
I was still playing breakeven or slightly losing tho. And some days, losing big because of tilt, bad mood etc.
I did the worst thing.. I moved up... And, no surprise, lost most of my bankroll but I moved back down again to NL2 when I got 100 bucks left.
At this point, I concluded that this is not going to work and I won't be able to make my life more comfortable with poker if I keep going like this.
So I took a break and started to study. Used a lot of material on this site and started playing again a couple weeks back.
I invested in The Upswing Lab and PokerTracker4. Started labeling all the players (playing regular tables btw), making notes, table selecting and playing on less tables (6 instead of 10)
Now, finally it feels like the work pays off and I have a graph to show I am quiet proud of.

I hope I can keep this line going and I will do everything I can to get better at poker this year.
As with all things in life, I believe you can be winning everything if you put in more dedication than the competition. And time is something I have a lot of. ![]()
I made myself a conservative BRM plan I'm gonna stick to:

I have 50 more bucks to go before I can take another shot at NL5.
I'm don't know what I'll do with this blog yet. I will post some updates. But I don't know the frequency for now.
But the main thing is, I want to introduce myself so I can make some new contacts and feel free to post something around here when I feel like it.
VS