Hey,
I am gonna be brutally honest with you.
I have been playing poker for multiple years - on and off.
I started as a young fella. I remember waiting till my 18th birthday so that I could've registered my stars account haha.
alright, getting to the point right now
After multiple years of playing, I got into this study group. And these guys were cheating like crazy. So what did I do?
I had a moral dilemma for about 5 ms (which is even less than ping for google.tld) and I started using that shit immediately.
It was a real time GTO bot, which was showing me how often to make a certain action and with what sizing. Sounds perfect, init?
I was not thinking about the consequences. I was just thinking - oh, how clever is, that I am using this unfair advantage.
not proud of what I did
You know, I was not thinking about it like - man, I am doing something wrong.
I was thinking like this - fuck all regs in the ass with this tool. And I was fucking em big time.
But then, after some time I started to question that - is this really what I wanna do? Is this really the story, that I wanna tell my kids?
Just imagine - kids, now sit the fuck down, shut the fuck up and listen. Your dad is a former cheater. No, I don't mean no aimbot and shit in counter strike 1.6, I mean proper cheating in online poker.
How fucked up is that? I am telling my future kids anyway, no need to lie about anything. But back to the point.
quit
I had to quit it. So I went from playing upper midstakes to fucking low stakes.
I could not have keep living like that anymore. I felt like shit. I was basically screwing people over.
Sometimes, I just do stupid shit, and don't realize it immediately.
You know, this happened a while ago. But I didn't wanna make it public until my friends quit as well.
So here I am now, talking to you, confessing.
You don't know my name. And there is a reason for that. In the future, I will make a public statement in my real name. But not yet. I don't wanna be known as a motherfucking scammer, cheater and whatnot in poker community.
karma
Karma fucked me in the ass multiple times. But it ain't no entity. It is me! So I let the universe fuck me in the ass. I gotta face the consequences. I mean I have been facing them for a long time.
So now I am back at stars. Playing without any SW whatsoever.
Oh btw, this incident with GTO bot was going on a different site. Dont wanna state the name, so I don't ruin their name.
Stars is very strict. Multiple acc's got banned for using SW that violates the TOS.
So yeah, I was playing with that shit for about 9 months.
My carrer have been going on for years, but this era is most crucial.
Have a nice day guys, and if you feel like it judge me haha.
If you have any questions, feel free to ask. I cannot state the names, numbers... just general stuff (same rules as ex-killers have... I mean ex-soldiers)
VS
I did not realize, that I was doing something wrong. Will fix my leaks in the talking/writing range
