Week 10
The downswing continued for the first 300 hands, but after that I recovered and I recovered big!!! Really happy that even though I was 11 BI down from my all time high at one moment, I didn't start playing badly, it really felt like the first real challenge: 'How to play when things aren't going that well?'
My mindset was ok, but the next downswing I need to take care of my emotions off the table more, I was able to control myself on the tables, but off the tables I was thinking about: 'Winning my money back, by putting in more hours' a lot, while I knew that I just don't have the time for that...
For now, my BR was above 210$ somewhere this week, but because I was busy this weekend I decided to play very casually yesterday night, I didn't use my dual monitor setup, instead I used just my small laptop screen while playing in bed, like a recreational player, I even ran in one very difficult spot:
PokerStars - $0.05 NL FAST (6 max) - Holdem - 6 players
Hand converted by PokerTracker 4
BTN: 104.2 BB (VPIP: 42.86, PFR: 7.14, 3Bet Preflop: 0.00, Hands: 14)
SB: 100 BB (VPIP: 100.00, PFR: 100.00, 3Bet Preflop: -, Hands: 1)
Hero (BB): 106.6 BB
UTG: 100 BB (VPIP: 0.00, PFR: 0.00, 3Bet Preflop: -, Hands: 1)
MP: 157.4 BB
CO: 114.8 BB (VPIP: 22.22, PFR: 13.89, 3Bet Preflop: 6.67, Hands: 36)
SB posts SB 0.4 BB, Hero posts BB 1 BB
Pre Flop: (pot: 1.4 BB) Hero has Q♠ A♠
UTG raises to 3 BB, fold, fold, fold, fold, Hero calls 2 BB
Flop: (6.4 BB, 2 players) J♠ 8♦ Q♣
Hero checks, UTG bets 97 BB and is all-in, Hero calls 97 BB
Turn: (200.4 BB, 2 players) 6♥
River: (200.4 BB, 2 players) 4♦
Spoiler
Hero shows Q♠ A♠ (One Pair, Queens)
(Pre 46%, Flop 8%, Turn 0%)
UTG shows J♣ J♦ (Three of a Kind, Jacks)
(Pre 54%, Flop 92%, Turn 100%)
UTG wins 192 BB
Rake paid 8.4 BB
In NL5 zoom you run in this kinda spots from time to time, but my thoughts when calling: 'If he does have something big he wants to get called, so he probably would bet smaller, if he doesn't have anything he would probably check-fold like any recreational player (which I assumed he is by his sizing). So I put him on a middle pocket pair like 88-TT which he doesn't know how to play any more and decides to jam so he doesn't need to make any further decisions. But still it feels like a big spew! Ouch.
Further I misplayed about 3 other hands that session, went outside my standard gameplan and played ''too fancy''.
But in the end I made some nice profits this week, which I am happy about, I would just like to get those spewy mistakes out of my game! They ain't that hard to fix just need to be a believer a bit more.
Results
Hands: 2264
Starting bankroll: $62.79
Bankroll last week: $174.52
Current bankroll: $199.80
Profit/loss this week: $25.28
Profit/loss total: $137.01

Hand of the week:
PokerStars - $0.05 NL FAST (6 max) - Holdem - 6 players
Hand converted by PokerTracker 4
Hero (BTN): 103 BB
SB: 140.2 BB
BB: 104 BB (VPIP: 30.77, PFR: 23.08, 3Bet Preflop: 16.67, Hands: 13)
UTG: 109 BB (VPIP: 21.05, PFR: 5.26, 3Bet Preflop: 0.00, Hands: 20)
MP: 56.4 BB
CO: 100 BB
SB posts SB 0.4 BB, BB posts BB 1 BB
Pre Flop: (pot: 1.4 BB) Hero has 7♦ J♦
fold, fold, CO calls 1 BB, Hero raises to 4 BB, fold, fold, CO raises to 7 BB, Hero calls 3 BB
Flop: (15.4 BB, 2 players) 2♦ 8♦ T♦
CO bets 8 BB, Hero raises to 29.8 BB, CO calls 21.8 BB
Turn: (75 BB, 2 players) 9♥
CO bets 14 BB, Hero raises to 66.2 BB and is all-in, CO calls 49.2 BB and is all-in
River: (201.4 BB, 2 players) 4♠
Spoiler
CO shows 2♥ Q♥ (One Pair, Twos)
(Pre 57%, Flop 3%, Turn 0%)
Hero shows 7♦ J♦ (Flush, Jack High)
(Pre 43%, Flop 97%, Turn 100%)
Hero wins 193 BB
Rake paid 8.4 BB
Very GTO call of this player, of course your pair of twos plus your gutshot is a clear defend against a turn push! Well played and hard for him it didn't pay of this time