Growing balls. fml 20111111 – Page 8

Huseens · 2010-03-29T20:03:52Z

I suck at poker, I suck at life. Lifenit. That's enough for intoduction, lets get into action. © hasenbraten The goal is to get awesome in 2 months. Change my lifenit thinking and be awesome like monkeymode boys and pokers brothers. Pokerwise it would mean for me 40$ daily profit including bonuses, rakeback etc. till end of may. Those 40$ would be enough for not having to work in wood with my father. :/ + I want to buy an Audi 80 or Opel Omega this summer. :f_confused: This is main reason of studying hard. If I will fail I will have to spend 3 months of summer in countryside isolated from my friends in boredom. No better motivation I guess. Also I suck so much at life, so I withdraw all my BR(150$ :f_cool: ) to make gym in my garage and start working out with strict diet and all the stuff it needs, also I will try to contact a lot more with people coz I am shy. This blog is made to keep me motivated and I am asking help for people who can help me in someway it doesnt matter it is some wise real life coaching, some advice how to study better, sweat me or any other way. I have been trying to get good at poker for long time but I wasnt trying really hard. I had to withdraw money too. I had bankroll around 150$ for long time and then I said fuck me and withdraw those 150$ and now I am ready to start from begining and build BR from pennies. I dont know where is the problem. I know all the bronze articles almost by heart and have watched tons of videos, I still suck, maybe I am too dumb. If this time it wont work I quit poker and will do some other thing. So if anyone wants to help me pokerwise or some real life coaching add me on skype - husis666. Big thanks to all who already has helped me and PokerStrategy community for being so awesome. Thanks to bloggers and pokerbrothers for motivation. I will try to keep this blog updated. :)