Special day today!
Played my absolute worst since I switched to Spins. Auto piloting all the way with some D- game or so. Dropped almost 20 buy ins on 15s.
I tracked the pattern when that happens. It is when I have tons of activities during the day and then I sit down and grind with focus and will power lower. This is not a great thing to do so there are possibly 2 solutions: 1) Grind much earlier during the day (get some sessions in early by noon) 2) Grind less on days where I am busy or don't grind at all.
Today taught a session and then meet with a friend where I did some calls for Thailand trip to figure out prices and time periods. After that got home and studied with fellow reg and played some 15s. Meeting my student was next where we meet for 1 hour to receive payment for future set of lessons and talk about performance plans. I then got home and talk to a friend of mine over skype 1.5 hours. It was then time to go get some food and eat.
After all this, I sat down to play and now that you get a more vivid picture how my day went before actual grind, you can see why it is -EV to play after all these activities.
Tomorrow is the last day of the month and I will now post some things in regards to June expectations:
- 4k games on 15s (3.5k will be acceptable, bellow that I would consider it a fail with time management) 120 hours
- Studying with Spins reg 30 hours (this is going great definitely plan to continue it)
- Lab 30 hours (going for 1 by 1 edge from the 12 I have lay out for 30s+)
- Teaching guitar 30-40 hours (continuing with this, loving it, not planing to drop a single minute of it!)
- Coaching sessions from 5 hours (expected) up
- Working out minimum 12 times in the whole month
- Eating 5 meals per day with snack food also within reach and prepared
- Spending time with family and friends 60+ hours
From the time management list for June above you can see that for Poker I plan 180 hours + coaching 5 hours minimum. 6 hours per day average is a lot considering that I will have also other new/old activities such as working out and meeting my other friends in June (ones I haven't seen since I came back from USA). So negotiable time will for me in that case be Lab and studying with a fellow reg. The reason for choosing this is because right now, my goal in June and July will be to play 8k 15s and to go for 1$ post RB on such sample. I think that working with fellow reg and spending times in the Lab is not necessary for such results but I still want to do these activities to keep myself in check for a lot of games that I will be doing daily + to prepare for 30s more methodically (as I mentioned in the previous update). Since grind in May was not on satisfactory level hours wise (even though I made enough and saved great again) I expect in June to be certain period of swings and adjusting to my 4 hours per day grinding with all the other life things going on.
Now, I would like to discuss side challenge within main 12k challenge.
Loosing 10kgs in 12 weeks!
Why this and why now? Well, since I came back from USA on 13th of March 2016, I noticed that I gained 7kgs!!! I noticed this by accident of course (was watching champions league final with my dad and used weight scale in the half time) but I have to say that I am not surprised much. There are several reasons why this didn't shock me. 1) My sleeping was hectic and not adjusted for month and a half or so. I was going to bet at 5am, waking up at 11am, not completing nowhere near enough things in comparison to now when I wake up at 9:30am for 2 weeks or so. 2) My eating was mixed and not consistent. I was eating some days 2 meals per day, some 3, some 1? And, the food I was eating (bakery products, sandwiches and using bread a lot) is not a great way to go at all. 3) I was not doing enough sports. Hooking up with a girl ocassionally is not enough, just like it is not enough to play sport once every 2 weeks or so.
So all these things lead to me gaining 7kgs and I want to prove to myself that I can get back to weight I came here with + loose some more.
Right now I am sitting at 94.6kgs. Let's round it up to 95kgs! Starting 1st of June and 12 weeks later, I will fight my bad habits and replace them with good ones (personal trainer, cook and smaller portions with proper number of meals) to have 85kgs by then!
This (side) challenge in my opinion will be way harder then for me to play 8k tournaments in next 2 months. For tournaments I just need to sit in front of the monitor, use alarm clock and grind day in and day out with or without things in the background (podcasts, tv shows, music etc). But to drop 10kgs, I will need to change whole bunch of things including introduction of workouts 3 times per week then going for more lighter work outs during days off; eating healthy and at constant times 4-5 meals per day!
I am not looking to take or give any action but I certainly think this would be a very good thing to bet on ♦ Insider info also is that my CrossFit trainer can not train with me in the mornings because he teaches group classes then which makes it even more difficult for me. I am looking to work out 3 times per week at 10-10:30am not later in the day. My willpower goes down as the day progresses (energy levels and focus have to do with it). Feel this will change all for the better once I start exercising and eating right!
Before finishing this update, some insight into how I plan to construct and finalize my June time management.
- 3 times per week after breakfast is work out time as a must do in calendar
- Times that work out is not happening, I will be grinding to make my 4 hours easier and more within the reach
- When I am teaching 2-3 hours, I will very likely not meet with anyone and spend whole day in to complete both grind and those activities. This may potentially lead to burnout but I plan to test this and see what will come of it in June. If it proves to be too much, I will grind those days 2-3 hours not 4 and spend 1 hour doing something else.
- Time with friends will happen in between 12 and 3. On days that I am working out I will play 1 session and then meet them, on days that I am not working out I will likely play 2 sessions and then meet them.
- My studying time with fellow reg is set for 3pm for the past 2 weeks and it has shown great results, plan to keep it for now and shift it only to later time.
- Ideally reaming 2 or 3 hours of grind in the day will finish by 9 latest on days when I am not teaching and by 12 on days that I am. This will be very interesting to test and see the results on those days. So far it has shown negative expectation for myself.
To all this add dentist appointments and meeting with my friends that I have not seen in a really long time + scheduling performances and possibly traveling to Belgrade to rehearse for Jazz festival performance - June is looking as the busiest months of all.
My monetary expectation with all the time put in will be to save 4k. If I put all that time into it and save 2k, I will feel bad a bit since I am already aware of my hourly on 15s. Hopefully variance won't mess a lot with me. Also, improvement wise, I expect to improve and implement minimum 1 new edge for 30s+ in the lab, ideally 2.
Enough about June expectations. Tomorrow (already today) I will do the final balance for the May and money saved along with some graphs.
For the end of the update, here is the graph for games played today:
