Slight update
I can't really express difficult it was for me re-gain motivation once I hit rock bottom. It feels like it was only few weeks ago when I was comfortably grinding 25NL and knowing that I can beat it. But once your metal state goes into blackout just because of some outside poker stuff, you start to fall with speed of light and face the ground.
I think majority of people have been there and done that before, however only few of them have actually found the strength to continue and succeed. I am on my way to success, even though it is tough, I WILL "build my house" and I will put the effort in. ♠_evil:
I am so glad that BrokeSoBroke was the man who gave me his hand and pulled me out of this sea of hopelessness that I had inside me. I know that I have it in me to make the run, but I need the right shoes to run faster than anyone else. And if there is only one man who can provide me with those shoes, that is BSB. His approach to things is different to anyone I have spoken so far, especially poker wise. There is a lot of hard work involved, yet it is so simple. I like how he can make with few simple words put you in position that you start believing in yourself more than ever before.
New beginning
This is a new start for me. I have to forget everything I have learned before because it is not relevant anymore. I have to make my sick work ethic even sicker. To be honest, if it was possible to stay awake 24/7 without exhausting your body and mind I would do it and work on improving myself.
However, in the real world we need a plan.
I need to set myself goals that I would like to achieve with this deal and I need to have a plan how I will do it.
Goals
2014
Crush 100NL
Take shots at 200NL
2015
Crush 200NL
Take shots at 500NL
2016
Crush 500NL
Take shots at 1000NL
2017+
Conquer world
I don't mind if anyone of these come sooner or later. This is not the main point. As long as I keep improving everyday I will eventually reach these goals. I am not going to attach myself too much to these.
Learn, play, evaluate, repeat.
In one years time my results will be something like this.

In the mean time, I don't promise frequent updates or anything like that. Because... guess why... yes that's right, I will be improving my game instead.
Let the epic journey begin!
Thank you for your attention reading this.
Back to crushing,
Rihard
P.S. Haters gonna hate...



