Originally posted by Angstzweet
It's official, that was a real drama evening. Not gonna say too much about it. Gonna go to bed for now, cry about all the bad beats I received.Bankroll: €180.96
Oh boy, too bad! I know how that sucks cause had such a bad streak last year. Variance can be a big bi*ch! Hope your next sessions will be better!
It's not a tragedy, you'll just play €1 rebuys and €2 FOs for a few days and bounce back up quickly because they're softer than €5s 
And MTTs aren't the smallest games - remember that there are €1 SnGs that will save you if your balance dives below €30. You're likely underestimating your expected ROI at SnGs unless you're bad at 3-handed play at FTs, which you'd need to work on anyway if so.
Bankroll is down to €80.16 after another cruel afternoon of poker. Basically lost all hands that I could lost, am very tilted now. Gonna stop for now, gonna play a live tourney this evening.
Gonna take a small break. Have some orher stuff to do this weekend and in the beginning of next week so will be back with updates on the progress somewhere next week!
Ow yeah, let’s ship the live tourney this evening!
It's a great decision to take a break.
I wonder how you managed to lose €20 in 20 minutes 
I don't believe that could even happen at €1 HexaPro. Were you playing higher?
In order to execute your aggressive BRM properly, you need to be extremely mindful to detect the times when it's -EV for you to load any more tourneys (the C-game), as well as those times when it's less +EV to load a tourney at your normal stakes than one at lower stakes (the B-game).
In my case, I sometimes even know before a session that I'm in the B-game state because of non-poker reasons, so I just load exclusively lower stakes where I'm still +EV despite the bad mood (i.e. where my autopilot is still +EV), to restore the confidence, regardless of the BR size.
Originally posted by tonypmm
In order to execute your aggressive BRM properly, you need to be extremely mindful to detect the times when it's -EV for you to load any more tourneys (the C-game), as well as those times when it's less +EV to load a tourney at your normal stakes than one at lower stakes (the B-game).In my case, I sometimes even know before a session that I'm in the B-game state because of non-poker reasons, so I just load exclusively lower stakes where I'm still +EV despite the bad mood (i.e. where my autopilot is still +EV), to restore the confidence, regardless of the BR size.
That’s a good one, I will keep that in mind.
Originally posted by tonypmm
In my case, I sometimes even know before a session that I'm in the B-game state because of non-poker reasons, so I just load exclusively lower stakes where I'm still +EV despite the bad mood (i.e. where my autopilot is still +EV), to restore the confidence, regardless of the BR size.
THIS!
Playing some games this evening, was supposed to go do something else this evening but plans have changed. GL to me.
Maybe do some work with equity calculators instead. That you have nothing interesting to do IRL doesn't mean that you absolutely have to grind poker.
Originally posted by tonypmm
Maybe do some work with equity calculators instead. That you have nothing interesting to do IRL doesn't mean that you absolutely have to grind poker.
I know, but I was into playing some games. It's not that I play because I have nothing to do (although my post maybe made you assume that).
GG :f_thumbsup:, sorry for my doubts 
(I'm guilty of not playing when I have any reason not to play, and this has got me in trouble already).
No problem tony!
Had a session yesterday, but nothing went my way. Bankroll went down again to around 30ish.
I have an intake for a rental house on friday, so if all goes well I will be working on that mainly from next week until when it's ready.
Maybe I will start some games this afternoon or this evening. GL to y'all,
