A couple of things I noticed in previous posts I'd comment on briefly.
You keep mentioning fish on the table yet end up playing like them. This site is all about learning how NOT to paly like them, but beating them.
So you will 'most prolly' improve your game as you move up the stakes eh? Continue along this vein of thought and when you get there, there will be an awful lot of players waiting at the table for you.
So use the opportunity to learn how to play properly, using the advice from the excellent players on here (of which I am not one) and go quietly about the business of building your skill and bankroll and playing a level appropriate to the former, not the latter.
Also, saying you had a 'feeling to call' puts you in the same bracket as the fish you mock. I never mock fish, because I prefer to play them than people like Primzi; Taavi or TerrorBlade etc., where I do believe the 'variance' (:)) of my game would increase dramatically. Somehow, I don't think 'tightening up' would cut it. Lol.
Here's a rule for you: Decision Correct, Result Irrelevant. Learn it and learn what it means.