So finally talked to support and everything it's good now. They called me pretty late, at 22:30 and i wasn't able to grind anymore.
Now i'm gonna visit a bit my grandparents and then grinding deluxe
Unfortunetly i also have to study for driving school, but for now i won't give that activity more then 1h/day, because the exam it's in about a month, so i have time. Also some study for uni it's in order.
One thing that i noticed: i could do something productive in EVERY second of the day. So from now on i won't stay, turning around in the house, doing nothing at all or randomly browsing the forums or any pretty unuseful stuff. I could learn for school, i could review, i could post hands, i could watch a vid, read a book, work out, homeworks for uni, whatever you think about. So as a conclusion, let's ROCK!!
Today's grinding it's over. I had planned at least 2.5K hands for the weekend, but that wasn't possible. I'm pretty satisfied with today's result, although i don't like my red line.
I will start 6 tabling when bankroll it's 350$ to be in my comfort zone (only 3BI more needed). Then i'll grind nl10 till 625$ (hopefully that won't take long). I have 3.8K points and 4K points can be exchanged for 350$ bonus. That should be pretty sweet. I'm off to some relaxation now cuz tomorrow starts a new week with uni + driving school + homeworks + study legislation + many other useful things
Had no time to grind this week, because after uni i went to driving school and came home at 8PM, after i left home at 7:30AM. So wasn't really able to play anymore, just some half hour short sessions, and bankroll it's still 320$. But i finished with legislation and i will start actual driving Just saw the news and there was something about "young wolfs" of Romania. This "wolfs" are young guys, all < 30 years old, smart people, who made pretty big bucks from 0. No fortune left from parents or what so ever. I will be a wolf in a couple of years, i can feel it!!! Wohoo damn, i feel powerful now ♦
I have a good song for you with lyrics modified to the situation, hope you like it!
Oh oh oh, we still runnin hot like fire
Oh oh oh, we still climbing higher (limits)
Oh oh oh, until we desire
We never go tired TwiceT and Emi
All this is a project, hm
Oh no, it's magic, hm
We still got love for the game, it's logic ...
We know you're gelous
Cuz with the real us
But come on fellas
Your girls want to bounce us
So let the music carry you right on my way
If you think you can stop, now you gonna press play
Cuz we fire the sun, you're just night on my daay
So let me hear you say
Oh oh oh, we still runnin hot like fire
Oh oh oh, we still climbing higher (limits)
Oh oh oh, until we desire
We never go tired TwiceT and Emi
anyway, tonight was a good night. I had a ticket that i won in a promotion to a 50K freeroll and i managed a pretty good result, given my mtt skills. I made 96th place from almost 6K people for 75$. Not much, but given my bankroll it's a decent amount. While i was playing the tourney i also played 3 tables of cg and managed to make some profit there also, 36.85$
well it's pretty quiet because i had virtually no time to play. i was really busy with uni past 2 weeks and driving school also takes minimum 1h / day. and i still have 2-3 hours left from the day but i am very exausted after all the things that i do during the day. graph for the month :
I've been putting in a decent amount of volume last days, unfortunetly with no good results. I feel that my game it's weird and i spew to much. I get in spots where it's like fog, i can't see clear where i am in the hand. I want my old game back! Hopefully some reviewing and notes will help
I'm thinking of asking TT to stake me, still don't know if it's a good idea or not. I will talk to him more on this topic after EPT.
I think this will be beneficial because:
1. Being staked implieds more goals, responsabilities, dedication then this coaching offer that we have, because if you are staked you can't fuck around with money, volume and all that stuff. As with the actual deal, TT pretty much left this things to my atitude and it didn't turned out great. So i think if it's a must and i'm put to presure i will have better results.
2. We will have strict rules and targets which if i don't follow i will get charged in a way or other so I have to do them!
TT will set this rules, like % of winnings, number of hands/month, "punishments" for not reaching goals, etc.
I and mostly TT have to think about it.
What's your opinion?
Edit: If i get staked i will use a very conservative 50BI BRM and 10BI for shoting a new limit without shoting to early or shoting over 10BI.
Today when i was checking my graph i accidently pressed the "All hands" button in HEM and there it was, scaring me:
This is an ugly graph to be honest, but when you look more serious at it, it ain't that bad. You can clearly see on the graph that when i play serious i can be a decent winner @ nl10 and 25. I just haven't put enough dedication, time, volume in this project and when i shot for nl50 i shot so bad honestly. But as you can see after 2 bad shots i am still here, they haven't taken everything from me. Volume it's very poor after 6.5 months and that's entirely my fault. I think that with more discipline and dedication i can make something big with this. I still think i am a good player, that can make something out of poker. I don't want to give up poker, i love the game and all it's "implieds" and i want after this months to finally start moving things around. Maybe the staking deal will help, i am not sure yet if it's better to start with 50BI BRM at nl25 and take it from there or continue from this point. This is me unvailing my feelings in front of everybody.
also, @ TT: consider this my appplication for the deal.