[Closed] What Doesn't Kill You Makes You Stronger (update)

cojo, please explain yourself to twicet clearly, whether it's in private or over here.

your actions will speak louder than your words.

time will tell, i only hope that you will come good and clear your name in this community.

good luck for your new goal.

short update. Played 900hands today. Ran pretty bad. Down 35BB. Update 2moro with graph and some hands.

edited by thazar as contain malware

Hy ho guys. Didn't play quite much. Didn't even runned normaj atm, i m about 65BB DOWN in aprox 1400 hands. I'm not really feeling confortable.(not rolled and can t afford losing and that affects me) In the past when played on my self encountered really often swings like that.
For 2,3 days i'm not able to play. Don't know what to do now,or how to play. Not feeling confortable and after 2 years still being into the micros is a bit annoying.
Also this days will have to take a decision wich will affect my entire life. Dont know if its really worth to continue with med uni or pass it 4 another life.(if i had the roll big enough i would take a free year to test poker and if i could handle....poker pro was my life,but not my case...:(((( ) Big decision baby. So confused. I dont really know what to do. Perfect thing atm in my life should be to play atleast .50/1 flsh,(or atleast 1/2 flHu...i m really sure i have an edge confortable and i can prove that anytime) rolled ok. I feel i can t play .25/.50 flsh anymore after so many hands and beated before 3 times properly. As i dont have acces to my pc next 2 days, rio and others feel free to give me some advice on my blog plz.

Now rio pls tell me if u want to send the rest of this last stake or if u re up to grow a bit this limit. If not i'll send back rest of the stake.

Feel free to comment! Ty.

Originally posted by cojonel
Perfect thing atm in my life should be to play atleast .50/1 flsh,(or atleast 1/2 flHu...i m really sure i have an edge confortable and i can prove that anytime) rolled ok. I feel i can t play .25/.50 flsh anymore after so many hands and beated before 3 times properly.

you've played poker for such a long time, yet your thinking is so screwed up.
you have a comfortable edge beating FL .50/1, up to 1/2 but u whine about not being able to beat .25/.50 because of fish?????????? what kind of a shit proof is that?
wake up

lololo wrote a coment and didn t post it. Fml. Forgot

Rio i wrote bad . Its not about fishes. Omg. I can never complain about fishes. I love fishes. If no fishes=> rakeback pros everywhere. My point were that i m very *wasted* to play over and over again same shitty limits. I don t feel confortable about playing this micro limit again and again and again. About beating,np but i can t afford losing.fragile brm and variance it is...wich sucks. There s my point. Wrote better comment but didn t posted. I m a bastard:)))
♠_cool:

lololo wrote a coment and didn t post it. Fml. Forgot

Rio i wrote bad . Its not about fishes. Omg. I can never complain about fishes. I love fishes. If no fishes=> rakeback pros everywhere. My point were that i m very *wasted* to play over and over again same shitty limits. I don t feel confortable about playing this micro limit again and again and again. About beating,np but i can t afford losing.fragile brm and variance it is...wich sucks. There s my point. Wrote better comment but didn t posted. I m a bastard:)))
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this is a situation u created, live with it. this is the most i will help u.
now u can either
1) keep playing and continue what you have promised
2) stop playing and return me whats left and find alternatives about returning me the previous stake
3) stop playing and not return me anything

whichever option you chose, you have to live with whatever consequence that comes with it. i think i have been more than fair and generous

rememeber, you have twice told me you beat some game but also twice show that u cant

Originally posted by supeyrio
this is a situation u created, live with it. this is the most i will help u.
now u can either
1) keep playing and continue what you have promised
2) stop playing and return me whats left and find alternatives about returning me the previous stake
3) stop playing and not return me anything

whichever option you chose, you have to live with whatever consequence that comes with it. i think i have been more than fair and generous

rememeber, you have twice told me you beat some game but also twice show that u cant

Ok. I ll continue and i ll proove what i told u!
Run lil gooood baby. Here i am! Let's rock! ♠_cool:

Short update :

After 2 days of not playing i played a session today. Worked fine and hope it goes the same !

here`s the graph for today!

now i`m on green rioo :> ! lets run good for everrrr .

swing are brutal but i`m used with!

anddd hand of the day

Hand converted with online PokerStrategy.com hand converter:

Play hand

$0.25/$0.5 Fixed-Limit Hold'em (5 handed)

Preflop: Hero is SB with 9:s, 9:h.
3 folds, Hero raises, BB 3-Bets, Hero caps, BB calls.

Flop: (8 SB) 2:d, 2:h, 3:d (2 players)
Hero bets, BB raises, Hero calls.

Turn: (6 BB) 9:d (2 players)
Hero checks, BB bets, Hero raises, BB calls.

River: (10 BB) K:d (2 players)
Hero bets, BB raises, Hero 3-Bets, BB caps, Hero calls.

Final Pot: 18 BB.
Results follow:

Hero shows a full-house, nines full of twos(9:s 9:h).
BB shows a full-house, kings full of twos(K:s K:c).

BB wins with a full-house, kings full of twos(K:s K:c).

standard line here agaisnt agro player! nh sir :>

nice sir

going to nowhere

spewed badly at fl .... officialy broke ....don„t know what to say even more. even tho i don t have moneys to play on limits i ll feel confortable and concentrated enough to play like a pro i can„t play this f****** micro again again and again and again forever ...... kinda sick about this and i m really thinking what should i do atleast this summer when i hve tons of time to spend and i m lieteraly staying in front of my block with my friends smoking some tigarets drinking one COCA cola(we are kinda broke and can t avoid going around just from time to time) ....at this age makes me feel sick....when all people have fun .... or whateva.
Everyday and every evening i m doing the same ....but wtf i can t grind micros again ....what the hell to do.

Now really serious. Is any one here who want to coach and make a deal in paralel. who can mikogo everyday or when u can with mininum buyn to make an image how i play .... i know most of stuff needed for NL up to 25 ( till here played all limits) and FL ( preferaly HU where i think i can coach many players around also my favorite game..played up to 2/4 around3k hands). Don t know ....don t want to scam anybody i just want to build something solid and going on .... like manu did couple of good months back with tt and than zicheng(a.k.a. goorukuyong or something like that). and now he has a nice bankroll and can play alone nl 50. thats cooool .....but noo i can `t ...:((
if somebody can give me some advices are welcome even tho just supey its reading hereee .... uoff...

1. I'm not Eminescu500, only spoke to TT like 3 times on Skype, I doubt he even knows who I am on PS.com
2. My money was on FTP so I'm not playing my money.

First thing you have to work on is your mindset. It's because of that you are called a scammer. It lead you do losing stakes in a shitty way which clearly were against the terms of your deals.

Good luck!