Better late then never, or call me crazy, anyhow I decided to participate in the Bankroll Challenge here at PokerStrategy. Yeeey! ♦
About the blog itself, I'm not sure if I'll be able to update it frequently, I'm not sure if anyone cares but I'll keep track for myself anyway and we'll see. So here we go.
Long story short, after many years and wide swings in terms of profit I have just gotten back into poker a month ago. I had €10 remaining in my PokerStars account which I ended up loosing pretty fast. I deposited €15 at Unibet. Unfortunately I'm not playing tracked at Unibet so I'm not earning points here and I'm exlcuded by the rake race and such but I still like to play there because I play without a HUD. At PokerStars it feels you're in such a big disadvantage these days if you are playing without a HUD. It makes more sense to battle with equal weapons. Realising I literally haven't played in ages I also started reading some books I have laying around. One these books is The Mental Game of Poker by Jared Tendler and Barry Carter and it's that book actually I've always wanted to read again someday and one of the reasons that made me return to my old hobby. Barry is also part of the community here which is pretty cool. .
I have been playing or at least studying almost every day since I started playing again. Sometimes for a very short period, sometimes longer sessions in the weekends. My bankroll went pretty solid from €15 to €50 in 3 weeks. A losing streak combined with tilt issues made fall back to €5 in 4 days. Which only got me more frustrated and almost lost my confidence and motivation. It's the Mental game of poker book that helped me to put things in perspective and realising that many of the losses wheren't all necesairly bad plays that give me back my focus and so I added some freerolls and things started to get better again. A week later I got back to around €30
One of the things I struggle most with at the moment is the amount of regs and fish. It hits me so hard I started another topic on this somewhere on the forum. It really feels like, just as in nature, overfishing has lead to the removal of fish from the seas. Maybe where not there yet but things certainly don't look great. The game is certainly changed a lot and it is so much harder to stay ahead of the competition.
All in all it took much longer then I was expecting but after almost 20K hands I have finally roughly doubled my bankroll even though it feels like I could have tripled it or even better. But we are here and we have a mission and we'll see where it leads to.
The goal is grinding it out from the lowest stakes while gaining experience, honing skills and getting ready with a large enough bankroll to safely move up in stakes in order to maximize profit. The sky is the limit but right now it would be amazing to have 100 buy-ins for NL10 which is a €1000 bankroll.
I might never make it or if I do it could literally take forever but we'll see how it goes. When things go well I will probably take shots at MTT's or other opportunities to speed up things.
The Stats:
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Start @ 23/10/2021 and a €15 chip
Starting BR: €15
Current BR: €38
Goal: €1000


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