EDITED FIRST POST
Hi, my name is Konstantinos (Constantine if you prefer) i live in Greece and i am a college student. I study business administration in Athens.
I play microstakes 6max cash games for 9 months or so on Party. I have played some Poker 770 and Pokerstars back on the days my poker was really bad. But, i got sick of paying the set-minners and i decided to play somewhere looser ,Partypoker as i have read, to actualy learn playing poker.
The past 9 months on Party i had very good results on NL4 that started just from the first day i played there. But every time i tried playing NL10 i tilted my bankroll. I mean every time. It happened to me more than 8 times as i counted one day from my database.
I understood that i had to fix my mental game. I somehow managed to have better results but i then got bored and had less time and motivation to play poker. I had burn out from the unlimited effort i was putting to improve my game and the accumulated stress to succeed.
I even tried this period so as to get into playing poker again to play some Heads-up sit n go. Playing heads-up poker is one of my favourite things to do. Results were too bad. The most money i lost was due to the Party-poker rake, tilt and then bad variance.
After that I decided to have a break from poker and see how it goes. Unfortunatelly, i had burnt out just before holidays and i was not fishing the best period of the year. Anyways i started to play again after a month because i didn't want to fail at something that i love doing and i can put so much effort on without realizing it.
I got great results after my comeback propably because i was relaxed. But the first days of the year i relapsed for two days. Ofcourse no need to talk about how sick variance i had faced. There were also some personal issues i was facing too these days. Anyways i tilted 140$ and the i decided to buy a stop-loss software to prevent me from doing that again.
At the mean time i continue working on my mental game because having to play so small sessions somedays, is not my cup of tea.
As you can see from my orininal first post i did not intend to start a blog right now. But i made a thread about a quick session i played due to my stop-loss software (that is were the title comes from) and a simple suggestion led me to start bloging.
I had think about it during the past months but i was afraid that i would just write down my own stuff for me to follow. If that is true i will just weight the benefits to the time i spend and then decide.
ORIGINAL FIRST POST
I recently bought a stop loss software and now i am playing with a stop loss limit.
I used to tilt alot and spend hours of playing afterwards to get even and the only i thing i managed was to break even or even lose more after 5 hours of play.
I really recommend you guys who have tilt issues to use a programm like that. It has help me alot. Not only results oriented but in my personal life too.
What's the purpose of that thread?
My latest achievement. I was waiting all day today to sit and play some poker. I planned and set goals for my 4 hours session and i even did a warm up to freshen up everything i had to implement on my game.
But as they say "God laughs at those who make plans". So today in only 12 minutes of play
Hand #1
Villain is a reg that we are fighting a lot pre-flop and i finally was in position vs him. On the first orbit he tried a button steal i 3bet my A7s from the sb i got 4bet. "Fair enough" i said "if you want to 4bet light i will 3bet tight today". At the very next orbit
PartyGaming - $0.10 NL (6 max) - Holdem - 5 players
Hand converted by PokerTracker 3
BTN: $11.25
SB: $11.07
BB: $12.72
UTG: $14.25
Hero (CO): $10.00
SB posts SB $0.05, BB posts BB $0.10
Pre Flop: ($0.15) Hero has K♥ A♣
UTG raises to $0.30, Hero raises to $1.00, fold, fold, fold, UTG raises to $2.45, Hero raises to $10.00 and is all-in, UTG calls $7.55
Flop: ($20.15, 2 players) 2♥ J♦ 6♣
Turn: ($20.15, 2 players) K♦
River: ($20.15, 2 players) 9♥
UTG shows A♥ A♠ (One Pair, Aces) (Pre 93%, Flop 98%, Turn 95%)
Hero mucks K♥ A♣ (One Pair, Kings) (Pre 7%, Flop 2%, Turn 5%)
UTG wins $19.15
"Well it is not the first neither the last time this happens.
Besides I still have two buy-ins before i am forced out of the tables."
Hand #2
Villain is unknown here but i some how have played some hands with him and he has stats of VPIP 41/ PFR 31/ TAF 3/ 3bet 18 in only 51 hand sample.
PartyGaming - $0.10 NL (6 max) - Holdem - 6 players
Hand converted by PokerTracker 3
Hero (CO): $10.00
BTN: $8.65
SB: $10.89
BB: $2.34
UTG: $7.12
MP: $5.82
SB posts SB $0.05, BB posts BB $0.10
Pre Flop: ($0.15) Hero has Q♣ J♦
UTG calls $0.10, fold, Hero raises to $0.50, BTN calls $0.50, fold, fold, UTG calls $0.40
Flop: ($1.65, 3 players) Q♦ 5♣ J♥
UTG checks, Hero bets $1.10, BTN calls $1.10, UTG calls $1.10
Turn: ($4.95, 3 players) 4♣
UTG checks, Hero bets $3.20, BTN raises to $7.05 and is all-in, fold,
"well i have to call here" i said "he can have 54s or even Q4s or might overplay some AQ and if he has really that wide 3bet range he never has JJ or QQ so he only reps 55."
Hero calls $3.85
River: ($19.05, 2 players) 9♥
Hero shows Q♣ J♦ (Two Pair, Queens and Jacks) (Pre 48%, Flop 17%, Turn 9%)
BTN shows 5♠ 5♥ (Three of a Kind, Fives) (Pre 52%, Flop 83%, Turn 91%)
BTN wins $18.10
"Well i should really be carefull if i want to play some poker today. I will play kind of nitty now and wait for some fish to donate me some money, it shouldn't take more than half hour."
and
Hand # 3 (seconds later in another table)
PartyGaming - $0.10 NL (6 max) - Holdem - 6 players
Hand converted by PokerTracker 3
MP: $12.97
Hero (CO): $11.93
BTN: $10.64
SB: $10.00
BB: $12.49
UTG: $10.00
SB posts SB $0.05, BB posts BB $0.10
Pre Flop: ($0.15) Hero has 8♣ 8♦
UTG calls $0.10, fold, Hero raises to $0.50, fold, SB calls $0.45, fold, fold
Flop: ($1.20, 2 players) K♥ 5♠ 8♠
SB bets $0.30, Hero raises to $1.20, SB calls $0.90
Turn: ($3.60, 2 players) J♥
SB bets $0.40, Hero raises to $2.70, SB calls $2.30
River: ($9.00, 2 players) J♣
SB bets $1.60,
"Wow, I have never seen some fish so willing to donate me." Well i have but not recently. " Buh! He must have 55 or Jx with spade draw. Anyways ship the money fast ... "
Hero raises to $6.00, SB calls $4.00 and is all-in
Hero shows 8♣ 8♦ (Full House, Eights full of Jacks) (Pre 54%, Flop 95%, Turn 91%)
SB shows J♠ K♣ (Full House, Jacks full of Kings) (Pre 46%, Flop 5%, Turn 9%)
SB wins $19.20
and then my beloved Donkey who sniffs dolars (tilt breaker's logo) appeared
like a shinny horse for the rescue.
Why i am writting all that somebody should be wondering?
Well i cannot sit my bottom at any table for the next .... 1,5h so i can whine a little here.
But i guess that's poker, besides :
the fish will always be there to donate them
ehh i ment us... donate us ♦.