started with $10 in june that i deposited myself due to problems with sending in my ID(eventually resolved) and about a week later i was up $120 or so by coming 2nd in the weekly depositors freerolls.
read up the articles, became a fairly proficient SSS'er at NL20.
eventually moved up to NL50 with $325 BR, within 6 hours i was down to $120
won another tournament, BR went up to $400
played NL20 to get the feel of it again, watched many many coaching videos, attended a few SSS coachings, and even got help off some forum members.
BR went up to $420 from NL20 at my average 4-8BB/100 hands while i was getting used to SSS and rebuilding my confidence etc.
i get stuck into NL50 again, down to $140 in a few hours with a win rate of -260bb/100 hands.
i figured i must be doing something wrong, i've played probably 7k hands at NL50 and am losing alot of money.
i look through my hands and compare them to my NL20 hands, my play style is very similar on both limits, except i stealraise against tight players more often on NL50. i decide to stop stealraising altogether.
win another tournament, BR is back up to $300
play with my new style on NL50, go back down to $125 in a couple of hours.
absolutely sick of cash games, so i decide to give SnG's a go, i have a fairly good grasp of ICM and according to ICM trainer i have gotten 89% correct descisions over 1480 hands(i just kept grinding ICM trainer to make sure i still remembered it properly)
read and re-read all the articles related to sit n go, attend 2 coachings and watch all the videos i can. by the time i open my first table i am fairly confident i can play a decent sit n go game.
i start out with my $125 bankroll on $5 games. within 1 night i am up to $330(i play 16 tables at once because i get bored with any less, and i played about 8 hours that night).
i figure this is about normal, i had around a 10-15% ROI according to pokertracker, and according to sit n go wizard i was making very few mistakes.
i go to sleep, the next day i wake up and start on $10 SnG's.
my BR is down to $200 within 15 SnG's... yes, i only made it ITM in 1 of my 15 SnG's played.
according to sit n go wizard i made 2 mistakes over all 15 games.
i move back down to $5 as i figure ill get a couple of hundred more games there for experience.
100 games later im back down to $60.
i get $140 rakeback, and start at $5 again.
another 100-150 games later, im back down to $60.
i get a friend of mine who introduced me to these forums and is a fairly successful sit n go player, as well as a platnium member, to rail me on teamviewer and skype while i played a set of $2 sit n goes.
after about 10 games he told me about certain raises i shoulda been making pre-ICM stage, and advised me to play a little looser pre-icm(i fold AJ from early/mid and fold AQ to any raise, i raise TT+ AK only, and AQ from SB) but also said that it shouldnt matter too much.
i decide to start playing $2 Sit N goes, and play complete ABC poker. down to $30 BR within 50 games.
I look through my games in Sit N go wizard, and find i've made 15 mistakes in all 50 games, thats a >90% ICM correct game.
i figure its just luck(which it is, most times i was pushing with the best/dominating hand and they were sucking out literally every time)
I move down to $1 Sit N Go's, finally start making something, after 40 games im up $4. I compare my game in the $1 SnG's to my game in the $2 SnG's and find almost no difference. im shoving with the same range, and calling with the same range. im playing a 90% correct ICM game.
I play another 100 or so $1 SnG's, now im down to $10. thats the exact amount i started with almost 4 months ago.
i've decided to stop playing poker, i've probably put about 30-40 hours of work into it merely grinding nl10/nl20/$1/$2 SnG's and moving up the limits(i used to play 2-4 tables of $2 SnG's when i finally got my $2 on full tilt)
now im back to $10, i have made exactly no profit, not only that, i've learnt what appears to be a completely useless skill.
i can play poker in a way that, over an infinite amount of time, will eventually make money.
pity it doesnt work over such a small sample size of 2000 Sit N Goes and 25k hands on cash games...
edit: if you want to see something hilarious, check out my sharkscope graph. on IPOKER network, username is semesa