Well, its been a while since I have blogged or been active on PokerStrategy, which I would like to change!
I was doing pretty well at poker during the spring and summer this year, I managed to grind my BankRoll up, with a few cashes in some tournaments. But my social life got pretty hectic and I kept withdrawing money. So I was playing less which meant I wasn't making money, and after withdrawing so much, my BankRoll diminished. So I stopped playing for a while. Left with about $15 I was occasionally playing PLO2, along with $1.20 9 mans. I managed to build my BR upto $40 ish without having studied the game in many months, thinking I knew it all!
Then the downswing started, I couldn't win to save my life. Every monster I had was cracked by the turn or river, I totally lost my cool and decided to gamble my BR on a $27 9 man. I managed the make it down to the last 4 players... with around 15 big blinds I got dealt 88 on my BB, I pushed against a raise from the small blind and they turned over Aces. I wasn't angry or upset when I lost the game, just regretful that I had no money left to play.
I have never been a "gambler" in the past... The few times I played above BRM in poker I was never successful, which I think is a good thing. Long-term success heavily outweighs short-term success, if I had won in the $27 SnG I probably wouldn't have learnt anything...
I realise now that I'd forgotten how to play the game, I wasn't just losing coz of bad luck. In the months gone by without studying I had allowed major leaks into my game without even knowing it. I took some time earlier to read through the basic articles and noticed I'd thrown the SHC's completely out the window and was playing like a donk!
Anyway, enough rambling! I have deposited $25 and am going to start a fresh. I know if I put some effort in I will get back on the right track!
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