I didn't come here to whine about my aces cracked with 93 because it's suited nor about getting runner-runner-ed again.
I came here to talk about never ending bad beat which lasts for around 6 months from 9 months I play poker in total.
I played around 12.000 Double or Nothings so far and I find myself to be a very good player. I started with 50 $ I got here, and went to Pacific poker, and here is the pattern: first ~month and a half I was doing great, went to around 400 $ and cleared 100 $ bonus ... and then all went to hell, started losing in some incredible ways which I won't mention (just imagine the worst bad beat ... it surely happened) and went almost broke.
Then I said fuck it and went with 10 $ to Poker Stars to try it out (atleast there I didn't have to wait for ages to get a table going). And guess what, in a first ~month and a half I went from 10 $ to 600 $ + 300 $ of incoming reload bonus + 285 $ worth of FPP-s.
Great huh?
2 Months later I went down to 100 $ and I played better then before and stayed at 100 $ for 3 more months.
I have to mention that I never tilt no matter what kind of bad beat happens (maybe I sometimes go nuts on my furniture but not in the poker room).
So somewhere along the way I thought: "Shit! Maybe this is not a bad beat, right? Maybe I was just lucky those first months and then luck went normal". So I started writing down my chances when going all in (using the equilator) opposed to % I actually won and here are the results:
Last 5500 All ins: on average I was ahead 56.9% and I won only 52.8%.
So I guess I wasn't tripping out, and to demonstrate how much that 4.1 percent means ... it lasts for roughly 9000 DoN's I played (5$ and 10$ ones in almost equal numbers) so let's say if I won those 4.1% I was supposed to win maybe 3% of the DoN's more.
3% of 9000 = 270;
270 * 15 $ (average winning per one) = 4050 $
Thats how much was taken away from me.
Not to mention that I'd be going to the 20s and 50s and maybe earn even more (or less).
At the moment I got 20 $ and I'm playing 1 $ ones, I'm feeling hmm, whats the word ... disappointed.
Addition: Those 5500 All ins I kept track off were in the period when I was break even ... who knows what was going on when I went from ~1200 $ to 100 $ in those 2 months.
