HEEEEYYYYY!
I decided to start posting some threads in here again almost daily so that I get a good slap in the face when I'm slacking off
So much happened since the last time I posted in here... over a year's worth
If I remember correctly, I moved up to the 30s in the 6max hypers and was doing ok. Then had a great 5-7%ev month in between Ferbruary-March when I was in a house with some fellow bosses, living the dream ♠_biggrin: Then everything went to shit when I got back home and would practically stop studying /started partying too much with the university friends who were on summer vacation... Unfortunately it took a pretty big hit at the end of the year to wake me up.
I had a great mentality going into 2015! I was studying almost as much as the last February and was putting in some good time in-game too. But the 6-max weren't crushable anymore just with amazing ICM, and everyone else were using some little tricks that I wasn't ready for so it wasn't the best start of the year results wise (although WAY better than the previous 3 months
). After a few months, I ended up moving to the spins and started to study this post-flop game that everyone was talking about
I can't even remember how many hours I put in the studying the first couple weeks lol! I remember crushing the 15s though like no other once I decided to take a shot at it
Then came moving up to the 30s, which is where this blog is coming into play. In the 15s, I wouldn't really mind the mistakes that I was making since my ROI would still easily be above 5%. The profits would still be coming in so I would safely study and bring that % up high enough where I could play the 30s. Although in the 30s, I can't deal with those mistakes so easily since it feels like I'm losing (or BE) during that session. So I stop playing and study. A lot of the time the "study break" is way too long and ends up hurting me.
SO, I'm well aware that these short swings where I feel that I'm making all of the mistakes, are standard downswings a descent number of the time where I'm letting myself think that I'm playing horribly (making me take way too many breaks which leads to no volume and slacking off)!
The bottom line is that I need to work on my mentality ASAP! And I believe that typing in this blog will help. Plus I could meet new people here ♠_drink:
I really can't go through another winter in Montreal haha. Too damn cold!!! Improving my mentality, imo, will lead me to not freeze once November hits
I'll be able to, at the very least, rent out a place in the south for a few month.
Alright, I'll be be updating tomorrow! Good night!