Life is a Game: Doing Fine Poker Wise

I like the idea, just out of curiosity though...how old are you?

This is just my opinion, and I am pretty sure that there are a lot of people that don't agree with me.

Those "realistic" combat things, like kraw maga, which teach you only to hurt people, aren't that good for most of us normal people. If you need to confront violence in your life, like police officers, soldiers, bouncers etc. it's good to be prepared to it. But for normal people, there isn't usually that big risk of being assaulted. Of course those combat schools want to scare you, cos the more you are afraid of being assault, the better customer you are.

Now at this point I have to say that I am fuly aware that anyone of us can be assaulted at any time, and we might encounter violence anywhere.

But they way we act, feel and do stuff has an impact to that risk. I have worked in bars and clubs for few years, and in that time I saw a lot of fights. And 100% of them could have been avoided if either one of the participants would have had humility and self esteem to step back and let it go. And almost in all of the situations, other one of them said something like "he attacked me without any reason!" which is clearly not true. I have been training for over 20 years. I have had situations where I could have fought so many times that I can't even count them. I have been hit. But still, I haven't fought a single time during those years. It's all about your personal decisions, and how willing you are to fight. For me the reason not to fight is that I know that when I start to fight, someone is going to get hurt. Might be me, might be the other. And I don't want to do that. I don't want to get hurt, and I don't want to permanently hurt anyone. So I will do almost anything I can to avoid that situation.

Now if you train only to learn to hurt people, you will usually have this ache to use that stuff. You might wonder "how would it feel to really kick someone's ass?". And the text you wrote really sounded like that kind of a person. I might be wrong, but I have a strong feeling that if you start to practise couple of combat sports, you will get into violent confrontations sooner or later. Either by purpose or unconsciously.

That's why I suggest you to start some kind of martial art, instead of combat sport. In martial arts there is always the mental aspect, and the work to grow as a person. Not just physical kicks and punches. But I am quite afraid that you don't see things like I do.

I added new section called "Mind Hacks" which address's all the stuff about mind manipulation of myself or others.

MIND HACKING

Lucid Dreaming

Spoiler

Anyone here had a lucid dream? I don't mean the one where you're just aware that you're dreaming but couldn't do anything to change what happens. I mean the real shit where you can summon anyone you want, change your surroundings, trigger events that you like...

I had it three-four times in my life, by accident, and I felt like "god" for the brief time it lasted. I wish it lasted longer because shortly after realizing what was going on, I woke up.

Also
"Please note that attempting WILD has a very small chance of causing you to suffer from sleep paralysis, rapid vibrations and noises that don't really exist, floating and other out-of-body experiences, and hypnagogic hallucinations/images, and anxiety. There is no reason to be afraid, as Sleep Paralysis happens every night - you just sleep through it. Hypnagogia is just your mind being overactive. Remember that with lucid dreaming you are aware and can always wake yourself up if you feel overwhelmed."

Are you fucking kidding me? This gets better and better lol

Goal 1: Learn to do this shit... The program I'll check out, that seems to be decent is Lucid Dream Discourses by Stephen Berlin.
Goal 2: Also, watch Waking Life, a quality movie (as I've been told) about Lucid Dreams. Maybe I get some better idea of the possibilities.

I'm 25 yo and I grow my penis because it makes it better. Girth is crucial if you want to make her orgasm without using your fingers/tongue, and I want to be able to do that effortlessly. Remember, all it takes is 1 hour 40 minutes of practice a week and it's permanent... so better question is "Why wouldn't you grow your penis?".

@Kyyberi
Thanks so much for your help.

Here is the thing, I'm not bounded by morality and ethics anymore. Those rules are meant to control people. Now, I don't say I'm strictly against the society rules, I just want to question them if they are justified. If some specific rule is not, then it's still on me to decide the best action to take in that certain situation.

Even law I might break, if I find it ridiculous. Some examples of the things people generally consider bad and I don't:
*Drugs: I mean, I can understand prohibiting some stuff which makes you hallucinating and losing your mind... when you can hurt other people. But marijuana, LSD, mushrooms etc.? That's just not thinking end being narrow minded. Also, why is alcohol and tobacco legal then? It kills incomparably more people then drugs.
*Polygamy: This one is simply made up so people who can't get a girl end up with someone eventually (settle).
*Underage Sex: Really, if she looks 20 but is 16, whats the fucking problem? If the 15 yo boy fucked some 25 yo girl, he would be considered a fucking hero. I don't even ask for their age because I don't care really (and I got a defense if the police bust through my door). Again, It's if she looks and acts mature enough, then I don't care about the age.

just some things off the top of my head. Also manipulating people (for their or general good), women promiscuity (they are not allowed to enjoy sex?), prostitution (what the hell?), euthanasia (I'd do it in a blink of an eye), abortion etc etc... also killing someone in self defense, if I really have to I wouldn't regret it one moment.

Coming back to martial arts again, I'd never attack anyone first. But admittedly, I won't restrain myself of doing stuff that might provoke their assault. If there is a girl I like and there seem to be a dude with her, no matter if he is her boyfriend, just friend, random dude... I will open her. Now, I will back off if she want me to, but I definitely won't because of the moral standards or especially if the dude tells me to.

So I accepted the job to take the pictures of freshmen for some kind of student cards. I didn't really take it for the money, more for the chance to communicate with thousands of people.
Today was the first day. It's my first job actually and it went great. Except that I was in charge of photographing dudes... and the other guy who started before me chose the girls. Even though he had two times more work I still want to switch with him... but he refused. Now, I have to see with someone in charge if we were supposed to switch and take it equally.
At the end of the day, if I don't manage to do it, I'll offer to work for less money or even for free, to get that opportunity... I didn't start working that for the money after all.

So let's make some starting goals for this week, I will be updating the goals for each next week as I warm up:

Go Out x2 (or x3 if possible)
Watching TV for 0 hours
Attend the job x6
Lift weights in the gym x4
Bicycle x2
Penis exercises x5
PC exercises x5
Finish reading Awareness by Anthony De Mello again (around 55 pages to go)
Read 150 more pages of Sperm Wars by Robin Baker
Inquire about meditation and try to do it.

...some more to be added.

I was looking into tattoos because I'm planning to get the huge one and I stumbled into this! My mind was BLOWN! I'm speechless, so I'll let pictures speak for themselves.

Here are my five favorite tattoo artists for now.

Tattoos by Jef Palumbo (I'm stupefied by every single one of his tattoos, but here are some examples)

Tattoos by David Hale from Anchor Tattoo

Tattoos by Koray Karagözler

Tattoos by Lukáš from Tribo Tattoo & Piercing

Tattoos by Musa from Tribo Tattoo & Piercing

Now that's art! More artists coming...

Now, I must admit, I haven't really looked too much into this except Tribo Tattoo & Piercing and some independent artists... but do I need to look more? Prague here I come!

Tattoos by Kostek Boucherie from Tribo Tattoo & Piercing

Tattoos by Adam Kremer from Tribo Tattoo & Piercing

Tattoos by Fishero from Tribo Tattoo & Piercing

Tattoos by George Baradim from Tribo Tattoo & Piercing

Tattoos by Ivana from Tribo Tattoo & Piercing

Tattoos by Joy Rumore from Tribo Tattoo & Piercing

Tattoos by Jirka Hatala from Tribo Tattoo & Piercing

I guess we want to see graphs of pickup success/fail + EV lines each week to track your progress. Also plz include detailed pickup evaluations.

T

Just don't send picz of your penis and how long it gets...

Originally posted by FaTDoGBG
Just don't send picz of your penis and how long it gets...

Is "Post Your Pets" thread appropriate? At the end of the year of course.

And yeah, I will post my pick-up reports. It's just that I got half-sick (cold) at the moment and going out thing is in question.

Week 1 went decently well considering I was half sick the whole week:

WEEK 1 RESULTS:

Go Out x2 (or x3 if possible) - Went out x1 - 50% SUCCESS
Watching TV for 0 hours - Watched 0 hours - 100% SUCCESS
Attend the job x6 - Attended x5 (got the day off) - 100% SUCCESS
Lift weights in the gym x4 - Lifted x4 - 100% SUCCESS
Cardio x2 - Cardio'ed x2 - 100% SUCCESS
Penis exercises x5 - Exercised x 4 - 80% SUCCESS
PC exercises x5 - Exercised x 5 - 100% SUCCESS
Finish reading Awareness by Anthony De Mello again (around 55 pages to go) - Read it - 100% SUCCESS
Read 150 more pages of Sperm Wars by Robin Baker - Didn't read any - 0% SUCCESS
Inquire about meditation and try to do it. - Did it - 100% SUCCESS

WEEK 2 GOALS:

Go Out x2
Watching TV for 0 hours
Attend the job x6
Lift weights in the gym x4
Cardio x2
Penis exercises x5
PC exercises x5
Read the English version of Awareness by Anthony De Mello and take some notes for this blog.
Read Practicing the Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle
Read 100 more pages of Sperm Wars by Robin Baker
Meditate x3
Practice Hand Flute: 20x10 second whistles each day with different notes
Get my 2.000 euros back so I can start playing poker

I'm kind of really struggling on time, so this might be a tough one. At least until I'm done with this job.

I used to care what other people thought of me.

Is this blog intentionally ironic then?

Originally posted by MasochisticDesire

I used to care what other people thought of me.

Is this blog intentionally ironic then?

Care to elaborate?

Damn, I'm bad at spotting trolls.

Things are looking good. Got some spare time to complete my OP.

Started a no fap challenge. Aim is to try not to fap until the new year. Let's see how mentally strong I am.

Originally posted by VladimirN
Damn, I'm bad at spotting trolls.

Things are looking good. Got some spare time to complete my OP.

Started a no fap challenge. Aim is to try not to fap until the new year. Let's see how mentally strong I am.

I was actually gonna post and ask you what your thoughts are on this sort of challenge.

I managed 22 days 1st and 21 after that (not immediately). I am gonna try it for longer as well - currently on day 7 and going out for a few drinks!

Be free to ask whatever you want.

Initially I wanted to do it just as a challenge but couldn't really get myself to start it. Then I remembered that I shouldn't be fapping anyways, because of my penis enlargement routines... and THEN I found out that after day 7 you start to overload on testosterone and that women can smell it...

I got to try that out.

Anyway, failed on going out one more time because of the exams. Neither of us could go out and I kind of forgot about it. It's kind of tough situation since we screwed around the whole year and now we have to make up for it. ♦
This week, my temporary job is over so I got a week off and hopefully I can populate my OP with some useful stuff... also, I will have to study.

WEEK 2 RESULTS:

Go Out x2 - Went out x0 - 0% SUCCESS
Watching TV for 0 hours - Watched 0 hours - 100% SUCCESS
Attend the job x6 - Attended x6 - 100% SUCCESS
Lift weights in the gym x4 - Lifted x4 - 100% SUCCESS
Cardio x2 - Cardio'ed x2 - 100% SUCCESS
Penis exercises x5 - Exercised x 5 - 100% SUCCESS
PC exercises x5 - Exercised x 5 - 100% SUCCESS
Read the English version of Awareness by Anthony De Mello and take some notes for this blog. - 11/84 Pages Read - 13% SUCCESS
Read Practicing the Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle - Read it All - 100% SUCCESS
Read 100 more pages of Sperm Wars by Robin Baker - Didn't read any - 0% SUCCESS
Meditate x3 - Meditated x3 - 100% SUCCESS
Practice Hand Flute: 20x10 second whistles each day with different notes - Whistled x140 - 100% SUCCESS
Practice clear talking: 30 pages - Read 30 Pages - 100% SUCCESS
Get my 2.000 euros back so I can start playing poker - Didn't get it Back - 0% SUCCESS

WEEK 3 GOALS:

Study for 25+ Hours
Update OP with Useful Things x5
Watch TV for 0 Hours
Masturbate x0

Gym (Weights) x4
Gym (Cardio) x2
Eat Enough (not quite calorie counting yet) x7
Drink 2 liters of water x7

Penis Exercises x5
PC Exercises (Harder Ones) x4

Finish the English version of Awareness by Anthony De Mello and take some notes for this blog.
Read 100 more pages of Sperm Wars by Robin Baker
Meditate x4
Practice Hand Flute: 140 Whistles and try to Switch Notes
Practice Clear Talking: 35 pages

Originally posted by martoman2k10

Originally posted by VladimirN
Damn, I'm bad at spotting trolls.

Things are looking good. Got some spare time to complete my OP.

Started a no fap challenge. Aim is to try not to fap until the new year. Let's see how mentally strong I am.

I was actually gonna post and ask you what your thoughts are on this sort of challenge.

I managed 22 days 1st and 21 after that (not immediately). I am gonna try it for longer as well - currently on day 7 and going out for a few drinks!

lol why would you stop masturbating?

I think MasochisticDesire was probably refering to the fact that you said you didn't care about what people thought then followed it up with a blog focussing on increasing penis size, looks and "charisma"

Originally posted by MasochisticDesire

I used to care what other people thought of me.

Is this blog intentionally ironic then?

+1

This is the funniest thing ive seen all week, I don't think I'm Gunna slam you down for it even if you did say you prefer people being honest. I don't even know what to say just wonder what you were thinking when you including some of the sections in your blog like the sex stuff and your 'plan' to pick up girls.
but fair play I guess. Can I just ask, do you get with many girls or is it a goal for the future?

Word of advice though, the best way to get better at sex/ also increase endurance isn't doing these exercise or reading books it's through experience.... Unless your readin the karma sutra and workin your way through it with someone then that's acceptable.

One last reply before I go to bed.

Simply as possible, I'm not working on my penis size, looks and charisma in order to boost my ego... I'm doing it for practical purposes like attracting girls, giving them orgasms and being good with people in general.
I hope that makes sense. If not I can explain it further if needed.

Also, I have to point out, this blog is for myself. But also I'd like to help people with it. That's the only reason I'm answering these questions. So ask away.

@Castle93
You can't possibly insult me in any way because there is nothing here that can be slammed. I think my intentions with the whole pick-up section were clear. Any particular confusions?
I get with some number of girls, that's why I'm improving.

Increasing endurance is mainly through exercises. You can't strengthen PC muscle even close enough, with only fucking.
Getting better at sex is naturally a matter of practice (I never said I wasn't practicing that way... what other way is there? ♦) BUT there are things that you simply can't work out on your own. So there are books and videos to be seen and learnt from.

Have a nice night and ask away if there is something new to ask.

Thats why i wasnt gunna slam yu down, i just wanted to know how you d respond, and yano what, fair play to you sir gl.

I also agree with the coach who is a martial arts instructor, his advice about doing a material art to stop wanting you fight is bang on, ive been doing karate for about 13 years amounst along with some kickboxing, and its made me walk away from so many potential fights so thats a massive benefit of it. Also I feel fine walking through some rough areas on my own at night.

This no fapping challenge is doing wonders for my random erections.