Originally posted by straddler71
Hey Christine.
Thanks for sitting in for a few hands yesterday. Looks like you just missed the money in a couple of your tournaments. You'll get em next time. 10 hours a day, every day, thats a little insane. LOL. So why the reduction in playing time all of a sudden? Good luck at the tables today. ♦
P.S. I was watching you play a few hands at the jackpot table yesterday.
Matt.
Salut Matt!
No thanks needed dear , it was nice to finally meet so to speak and play a couple of hands togheter
INSANE YOU SAY? oh HELL yea!! and WHY the reduction? hmmm let me see, last wednesday was a huge turnaround day for me. Like a spring cleanup, first I broke up with my Pierre even tho I love him more than ever, but due to our long distance relationship ( he is in Sweden & I am in Canada) I couldnt handle the fact that we could not meet , with the holidays at our doors, this was driving me INSANELY CRAZY since we had planned to be togheter. *of course this was not helping with poker*So to try to bring peace within myself we have discussed and somewhat agreed to drop the plans and not be as close as usual...that let drop a lot of heavyness in my mind and got me to relax and be in peace.
Secondly,1seednoir1, pinpointed my state of mind towards poker, sent me a couple of articles that I have read a couple of times and they made me realize that I was just a TILTING player that is constantly thinking money that I could win instead of focusing on the game and take pleasure playing it, working at it and exchanging with you guys in order to have quality results and to keep a steady state of mind. which is my priority now.
So...since then, I am not entering any game unless im fully relaxed, rested up and really feeling for it. I said 5 hours but my last 3 sessions were only 3hrs. I spend the rest of my day studying, reading,blogging, doing sports,working and enjoying everyday life
A lot more fun and diversification in my activities help to balance out my daily life and the satisfying feeling of being active,productive and progessing on different levels helps me in may ways.
EEK Im realizing that I type way too much...Ill try to make my posts a bit shorter from now on *blush*
have a great day too my friend and gl!!
Christine
P.S. Poker is no longer controling me, I am in controle now.