UPDATE IS HERE!
Real life.
Have understood some important things about myself, my character. I want my life to be complete, happy. And if I look at my life at the moment then I can't say so, that's why I have some things to improve. I have already some goals, but they are too personal to post them here =). One of them is deffo regular sport workouts, my education at uni - I'm gonna be physical therapist.
Poker
I've understood (after reading "Poker Mindset"), that atm poker is a great hobby for me in my free time, BUT my state of mind tells me than it's something stronger and more impressive to me, like powerfull gun - if you now how to use it, you'll deffo benefit from it, but if you don't know how to apply it (cause of poor theory, tilt effects), than you can hurt yourself. f.e. I know the BRM role, I also know I can beat $2 turni SnG at FT, BUT lately I played $2 by applying 35 buy-in rule (few times it worked out and I withdrew $200 together from my BR cause of necessary-true necessary), THE problem is that I know that your BR should be so strong to persist those swings that happen, - so atm my BR didn't persist latest swing and I'm almost broke in terms of $, but not in my mind, I have $10BR atm, I won't deposit. - I will study the shit out of theory and start playing $0.30 daily dollar satellites as I've done before. I bought new Full Tilt cap and sports shirt at FT store for my inspiration and well being about poker. I have every article printed out of pokerstrategy.com and atm I'm in the middle of silver ones. Also my friend has SnG Strategy by Collin Moshmann, wich he said he can easily give to me. One thing about poker is that I know the theory and psichology about beating at least micros, but when it has gave you so many beats (in my case last 2 months), I just think I need a break from playing so much, but I need study and improve more, more, more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! As I've tried many ways of poker, I can clearly say that I wanna study and beat SNGs and MTTs atm, CASH maybe later with higher BR and some good coach. Even I feel a bit dissapoint about my latest results at tables, I know I can beat the game, the thing is that for now I MORE understood the role of BRM and MINDSET, which is SO IMPORTANT, so I know my leaks. Also worth mentioning in this year was coaching with <3, thank You man, you're great player and coach =),merry x-mas and happy new year to You. And micro guys: proky11, dipsnis, I hope you can soon move up in limits and beat the game, so wish you happy new year and luck at the tables!
edit: Oh, yeah - greetings to Ged (gedwashere91), hope I'll catch you some day my SnG fellow.
Atm I'm in my student hotel room, had some celebrations last days with fellow students and friends, tomorrow will go home ♠_love:
Merry Christmas and happy New Year!!!
miljon.