First hello to everyone, this is my first post. Some other time I will introduce myself better but for now I am too frustrated to do that. Sorry for that and if my english is not good. First of all this will not be whining about downswings and variance and crap about rigged pokerstars. At the moment I play NL5 in, I have database at around 200k hands and I am breakeven. But my problem is for all microstake levels. I just cant win. I am probably very bad player, but I am sure better than this limpers who plays 50 plus percent hands. I always table select and always have at least 2 players like that at table and I cant win. I understand variance, and I dont have problems when I am under Allin expected or coolers, but my problem is that too often i have periods when I cant hit anything. When i read about downswings I see its not really normal to lose 8 to 10 BI in like 1000 hands. To me it like every 3 days. Ok i tilt away maybe 2,3 buy ins and I work on my mental game.I get it that every day grind it will be good periods and bad and all together result should be profit, but for me its not. I know it sound ridiculos talking about good or bad period and that every hand is for self. Sometimes i grind 5000 hands a day and i 4800 hands I will break even and then in 200 hands i will make 6,7 BI profit. But in general I have more of this bad periods than good. And its like that 6 months, and i dont believe that I am cursed, I just dont understand what i dont see, I dont know how to play this bad periods when for like 7000 hands i cant flop anything, i cant have best hand for hours.For example Ak i cant hit flop and that 1 of 20 times when i hit, they fold or they call me with 2pair. And when is what i call good period and i hit AK all the time i dont make that much profit to cover up this bad periods. They always get rewarded get there on river with stupid calls, and I cant hit nothing. Trust me its not that I am crying about variance, but i feel I am never on the other side, and I know that is imposible to be unlucky 6 months, so it has to be something about me.Lets use this guy as example
PokerStars - $0.05 NL (6 max) - Holdem - 6 players
Hand converted by PokerTracker 4
Hero (UTG): 107.4 BB
MP: 100 BB
CO: 100 BB
BTN: 281.4 BB
SB: 259.8 BB
BB: 116.6 BB
SB posts SB 0.4 BB, BB posts BB 1 BB
Pre Flop: (pot: 1.4 BB) Hero has K♥ K♣
Hero raises to 3 BB, fold, fold, fold, SB calls 2.6 BB, fold
Flop: (7 BB, 2 players) 7♥ 4♥ 8♦
SB checks, Hero bets 6 BB, SB raises to 12 BB, Hero calls 6 BB
Turn: (31 BB, 2 players) 9♦
SB bets 1 BB, Hero raises to 17 BB, SB calls 16 BB
River: (65 BB, 2 players) 5♣
SB bets 31.2 BB, Hero calls 31.2 BB
SB shows 7♣ 5♥ (Two Pair, Sevens and Fives)
(Pre 17%, Flop 32%, Turn 20%)
Hero mucks K♥ K♣ (One Pair, Kings)
(Pre 83%, Flop 68%, Turn 80%)
SB wins 122.2 BB
Ok it happens. I get it, its obvious that I should value bet this guy heavily. But i played later with him 400 hands more and I couldnt get in similar situations. If i hit flop he folds and then it looks like poker is game of set ups and it frustrates me. Its not about downswing, this situation are very often to me, they get my stack and then i later instead of printing money on them i just cant get better hand for hours and then they leave. I dont even know what my question is, maybe i sound crazy.I just dont think that I am unluckiest player ever its has to be something with me. Today i lost 6 BI, 2000 hands i have 8 winining pots more than one dollar, and every full stack pot i lost. If for some miracle someone understands me please help. I dont know if you can understand my problem but lets sum it like this. For months too often i have periods of 5000 hands where I can count on my hands number of pots larger than 20bb.If i have winning day its 30 dollars profit and i feel like i was in war that day. And then second day I lose 38 in 1000 hands, day after i am breakeven, and then again something like lose 40, then i dont play few days, then one positive day and like that for me its 6 months. I do make mistakes, i should work more on my game and i will. But i just cant understand why this periods happen that often to me. Can anyone tell me something that can help me in any way
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