I'll be back..maybe

_Anonymous_ · 2011-11-17T14:40:27Z

...originally I wanted to give the title "New Dawn" or smthin similar- but it sounded too much like a Twilight movie and there won't be too many self-concious and sexually disoriented vampires in this blog...sooo... moving on. Actually I thought about the intro. How should I introduce myself the 2nd time around? hmmm well I blogged here around 1955, hence the original title idea "New Dawn"... :diamond:Intro (again) I read the intro to my 1st blog and I completely got time warped back into those days, when TT started staking me and I started bloging more regularly. Tbh I had a quite results orineted mindset, wasn't that interested in working hard, just winning obv- but only a few ppl can do such things- like Charlie Sheen for example... In the beginning of this year I had to face myself and be brutally honest. Do I want something from this game? I've decided not to fuck around any more and play like a boss. Aim for supernova on stars. It was a distant goal w around 150BI's for 6$ sngs. Since then I've been through a lot and I like to think that I learned a ton in the process. I need around 20k vpps till SN and hope to accomplish my goal till the first weekend of December. I was fortunate enough that I found myself in a motivated group and met a lot of influential people on the Hungarian and English forums who really helped me put things into perspective. Recommended training videos, talked w me on skype about certain issues, even coached me for free and helped me develop into a player/person that I am now. :diamond:Why now? I'm switching game type next year or rather the end of this one, so I decided to start blogging again. Going to boss around on the cash game tables w the staking/mentoring help of TwiceT (you may know him as well :f_p: ) :diamond:What can you expect from this blog? Strategy, real life things, mindset discussions...I'm really counting on this community to improve not only my game, but my overall vision of this game. :diamond:Luck... ..."is what happens when preparation meets opportunity" This deal is clearly a great opportunity for me, would be for any cash player obviously. I just wanted to make it clear that this is only an opportunity. Nothing else. There is no such thing as instant success, nothing is granted. I read about so many players starting their deals, coaching partnerships with great players and failing hard... NOTHING is granted :diamond:No way around hard work If I learned smthing it is that: You can't reach your goals, no matter the help you have, how many sickos coach you, without hard work. You have to sweat it out. TT will be a huuuge influence and I'm sure that his advice and wisdom will help me speed up the process of moving forward and doing the right things.BUT...it is 99% up to me...what will I make of this chance :diamond:"Success is my only motherf**king option...faliure's not" Doubting myself caused me much more hardship than anything else during my career. Not trusting myself cost me a lot. It won't anymore, I trust myself completely and believe that I can achieve a lot of great things in the future :diamond:fun,fun,fun Having fun is the most important thing in life. When you enjoy doing smthin you feel good, you are healthy, see everything more positively. Anything is possible...I believe that. I am happy every day and try to smile even in the hardest of times. Life is too short to feel miserable &spades;_biggrin: I hope you will enjoy reading/posting in this blog as much as I will... see you soon w some updates about my supernova grind and w every passing day the first cash session is drawing closer and closer :megusta: "Brick walls are there to stop the other people who don't want it badly enough"