2015
The 2014 is almost over, so happy New Year everybody! I wish this year will be a blast for everyone, and I sincerely hope that you will reach your goals in poker and in life, and do it with a smile on your face!
For me the 2014 wasn’t the best year regarding poker but at least it got me back to the game. Before that I was jumping in and out of the game and now I know I want to stay and see where my poker journey will get me.
I have a lot of expectations and hopes for the 2015. But maybe hope isn’t the right word, because hope won’t get you anywhere in poker. Better word would be determination to achieve the goals I set for myself. I know it won’t be easy, but I love challenges and I feel prepared.
My main goal for this year will be to become a regular on NL50 and depending on when I get there, I will maybe take a shot at Supernova on Poker Stars. The last one maybe a bit ambitious regarding the volume I can grind in the spare time that my life leaves me to play poker, but eventually, as I become a better player, I will be able to dedicate more time to this game, which I love so much.
I really love poker in all its forms and manifestations. My love for poker is not limited to NL Hold’em, and I have played a lot of mixed games, my favorites being Omaha8, 2-7 Triple Draw, Razz and Badugi. I wish I could dedicate more time studying other formats, but for now if I want to maintain the Poker Stars status and get some decent rakeback, I feel like I need to focus on playing NL Hold’em, as it still is my strongest game and it allows me to put in a lot of volume comfortably. I hope I will find some time in the 2015 to play mixed games a bit more and eventually add them to my grind. In fact playing mixed games really improved my understanding of Hold’em. For example, I have always heard that position is important in poker, we all have, but not until I played a lot of 2-7 Triple Draw did I understand how powerful position really is and it really improved my game. In the same manner the Stud games go a long way of teaching the importance of outs and pot-odds. So I will return to playing mixed games eventually.
I feel that the main obstacle for me this year could be variance, as it reigns over poker more than anything really. It’s hard to be breakeven over large samples of hands, not knowing if it’s the variance or just poor skill. So this year I will be committing even more time to improving my mental game. I was studying some notes I made about a year ago about the state of my mental game, and, man, I totally forgot what a tilt monkey I was. My mental game improved tremendously this year, and I am very eager to continue working on it.
The main change that I am going to make from now on is including warm-ups before every session, no excuses. I tried to do them now and again, but it never stuck to my routine. I really underestimated the importance of warming-up and I wish I realized sooner how important it is and how much influence it has on sessions. I found a cool site called pokerwarmup.com that helps build a warm-up routine, and I will be using it for my warm-ups from now on and see where it gets me. And of course I will continue putting a lot of hours into theoretical study, following the list of concepts I made earlier.
So overall in the 2015 there will be a lot of learning and a lot of grinding, and I’m really looking forward to it. I wish that someday I could play poker professionally. I know how difficult it is and how much struggle it can be to make that choice, because it is a gamble after all. But I am willing to make that choice, and I hope the 2015 will show me if it’s the right one.
Most poker player’s relationship with poker begins out of obsession. If you have never spent hours tinkering with Excel sheets, PokerStove, your HEM stats, or railing the $ 25/ $ 50 games immersed in a personal fantasy, then you will probably never be a great player. Every great player I have ever known has started with this obsession.
The obsession is not always a healthy one. It usually isn’t. For many, it digs into them, and handful at a time, scoops out the pulp of their life. Before long, through fantasies, through poker books and forums, through breakfasts contemplating how to balance their turn overbetting ranges— poker possesses them. It enters them like a virus, a parasite. It rallies every resource they have toward fulfilling the dream of poker.
No one else will tell you this, but I will tell you the truth: if you do not have this— if you have never been taken over, if this mania has not hijacked your mind— then you should give up on poker. Walk away now. You will never be a great player. Chances are, you will only lose money and time. You are liable to only hurt yourself and those around you.
This is the truth . If you are not a little bit crazy, you will never reach the level of excellence and dedication required to master poker.
But let’s say you are a little bit crazy. Let’s say you wake up in the middle of the night from dreams of hands you’ve played the day before. Let’s say you fantasize, calculate, strategize, obsess. Then perhaps poker is for you. Perhaps that fire will propel you. Dive further into its depths. Once you do, poker itself will be the easy part. Even when it’s not easy, it will be easy.
Qureshi, Haseeb. How to Be a Poker Player: The Philosophy of Poker.